We are scheduled to fly to Las Vegas in a couple of weeks and right now I'm hesitating as to whether to go or cancel/reschedule. I know that logically it is still likely as safe (or unsafe) as any other vacation destination, but I feel so uneasy and unsettled and am having a really hard time imagining vacationing in a location where so many have gone through such unspeakable trauma and lost their lives or had them altered forever. It seems wrong to be planning restaurant reservations and purchasing show tickets at a time like this. Every time I check the news my stomach sinks, what a horrifying day and it brings me to tears to think of what those hundreds and thousands of people went through last night.
We were in Orlando for 2 weeks last summer during the time that the Christina Grimme/Pulse Nightclub/ Lane Graves tragedies occured. I remember feeling sad, overwhelmed, guilty, and thankful that it wasn't me and my family on the news. It was a heavy time in Orlando. The talks on the monorail, discussions in line, seeing the police at the resorts when they responded to the tragedy, it all reminded me how fragile life is and how we are but a split second from our lives turning upside down.
But I also saw beauty. I saw a city stand together, electronic bilboards showing support for Orlando the next morning. I saw CMs waking up, coming to work, and continuing with life. Because ultimately, what many victims of tragedies long for, is normalcy. They want life to go on without the constant reminder of pain and suffering. Not that anyone shoud forget the victims and do their best to honor their lives, but we also must continue living our best lives.
Ultimately, what any terrorist, whether domestic or foreign, wants is for us live in fear, anger, and pain. By refusing to let that fear control us, we win, we hold the control.
So I say go on your trip, have the time of your life. Pause a moment to remember those whose lives were cut short, and dedicate your life to living and loving and making memories when others never got the chance.
I hope you have an amazing trip!