I just can't find my enthusiasm for this trip. It'll be our first trip ever to DL and we're celebrating our first date five years ago. However, I was just diagnosed with breast cancer and I've been handling that information fine until yesterday. Just feeling blue and now I have no enthusiasm for our trip. I feel terrible and I don't want to admit it to DH, but

Plus, it's too late and we do not have
trip insurance; also, there's a part of me that says we really need this trip.
I'm hoping that, when we get there tomorrow night, I will feel completely different. We are going to the Halloween Party on Friday and there's so much that's different from WDW. I think I need an attitude adjustment.
PS: Please, no pity party for me. I seem to be handling that just fine on my own. I guess I just need a tip or two to find my Disney spirit.