What a weekend! I ate terribly. At work a family member had gifted us with baklava. I found that everytime I went by the Baklava table I had a small piece. By the time the weekend was over I must've had a dozen small pieces.
Also, dh got upset with my eating this weekend. On Sunday I got home from work at 5:30 so he had grabbed a couple of reuben sandwiches for us. I ate that at 6pm. Then for some reason at 10pm I had a craving for my chili. There was just 1/2 bowl left. I fixed myself a bowl along with two slices of...you guessed it, Italian bread and butter. Dh started in on me. "Is this on your diet? Are you supposed to eat this late at night?" Of course we all know the correct answers but it makes me mad when he does that. I feel guilty for overeating & then I feel guilty for being mad at him & of course I feel guilty for being overweight.

So I told him just to take my chili and throw it out. He refused and he got mad because I got mad. Anyway I ended up throwing out the chili & bread. I didn't eat it. He was mad because of my attitude but he doesn't see why I get mad because of his attitude.
He keeps saying that he's being supportive of me - I keep saying that he's being a pain in the a**. Supportive is going with me on a bike ride, or supportive is picking up a lowfat dessert for me, or supportive is suggesting we take a walk on the beach. Supportive is NOT pointing a figure and making accusations which is what I feel he does. Everytime this happens his tone of voice just makes me go off. It pushes my buttons & when I agree and say I won't eat it - he gets mad at my tone of voice. However, I see his point, I've been cheating so much - he's afraid I"ll lose my momentum.
Yesterday's meal - I ate two slices of pnut butter/jam toast w/oj for lunch and 2 slices of toast w/oj for dinner. I really wanted toast so I decided thats all I'd eat. Hopefully it minimizes the damage.
Today I did a 55 minute workout. For breakfast I had 4 bites of an eggwhite omelette w/onions and lowfat cheese & 2/3 of a ginger pear.
What the heck is onederland??? I've seen it several times on these boards.
Chris, you are so right about the pix. I just have to look at them & it reduces my appetite. They are so bad I hide them in a drawer but they really need to be out. I see its worked for you, too!
Heather, thanks for stopping by!
Amy, I bought ginger at the produce section. I used to try to grate it - but it took forever so now I just cut up a few tiny pieces to put on my pear. I sprinkle the cinamon on my raw apple. I love the flavor.