Thanks for all your wonderful replies.........
GOOFY4TINK - as a divorced single mom, maybe I, too, will get lucky and marry a man 8 years younger!
CYRANOJONES - I LOVE that episode about the Tribbles and remember begging my parents for one to keep as a pet
TENNVOLTONY - and thanks to your input, I'm now more frightened about turning 45!
ROCK'NROBIN - I too get depressed New Year's Eve so you're definitely not alone
WDWLVR and FANTASIA - I'm so sorry to read about the deaths of your loved ones, you will be in my thoughts and prayers
Thanks again to everyone who responded and definitely helped me feel better about turning the big 4-0!