I just got back from my trip.
Oh. My. God. Forbidden Journey is...just so amazing. I was not expecting that.
We started off checking out some things and then decided, since the wait was an hour and not going down, to get in line. So I was with a bunch of peopel who didn't realize there was any type of need for me to try out the seats, they didn't know people were not fitting, etc. So they were all like "wait, what are you doing?" and my best friend, who knows all about this and has been so supportive the whole time, just kind of stood by me as I just said "I have to make sure I fit and see if I need to get into the modified seat cause it's a different line when we get inside". The couple beore me were taking foooooorever. The guyu was done with the test seat but just stood in front of it so no one could use it waiting for the woman he was with, so I was getting really really scared as it was just building the tension and gave me a moment to get nervous.
So I get on and I see the light is yellow and the guy says "you're good" and I ask "so it's yellow, I need a modified seat?" and he's liek "oh, I didn't really push it all the way, just past the red light..." and he pushed it a teeny bit and it went green before he finished really getting it all the way down at all and he's like "nope, it's green." and we ran in line and I just had a moment of crying a little bit with my best friend, just cause....since June or July I've been working towards this goal of getting on this ride, and knowing that, even if they had'nt modified the seats, I'd have done it...itw as just a really awesome, and emotionally overwhelming feeling.
I came home and weighed myself and discovered that, not only did I not gain weight on vacation (I was gone for 8 days, didn't workout in the mornings like I'd wanted, just walking through the parks and not going crazy eating a bunch of junk or all the time) but I lost 2 pounds. I still think something's wrong with my scale. But that puts me at a total weight loss of 35 pounds. My next goal was to lose 50 by teh new year, so I'm 15 pounds from that.
It's the most amazing feeling. Anyone who's even considering doing it, I highly recommend it. The control I feel over my life, the hope it's given me to change other aspects of myself and my life that I'm not happy with but feel it's too late to change...is unparallel.
Also...I cannot wait to go back to The Wizarding World of Harry Potter. Me and another friend kinda had to be dragged out. We all went back half an hour before closing and rode it again, then saw that the line was still open and jumped on one last time. I would highly recommend taking at least a little break betweena dn not doing back to bakc, as every one of us was feeling a little queasy after two times back to back, lol. But...I stood out there so many times just trying to get the image of that castle, in the beautiful sunlight and then all lit up at night embedded in my brain so that I can picture it when I need a happy thought.

I wish I could live there, omg. It's just magical.
Good luck to everyone who's on their weight loss journey and who is nervous about getting on this. It was sooooo hands down absolutely worth every moment of pushing myself through workouts I thought I coudln't finish, watching what I was eating instead of grabbing candy out of the vending machine cause it was easier, walking to work, teh plateaus, and all the changes. The ride is just...like nothing else. Truly.
Lastly, thank you to all of you here who have been so very supportive. It really means ows much to me.