Okay status update (let's consider this my way of keeping myself accountable lol.)
I have to drink two of my water bottles to reach 48 oz. I am about a third of the way through the first one. Have to speed it up a little. BUT no pop. That's another goal for this week. My new mantra if you will....nopopnopopnopop....

The hardest part for me is I like the carbonation...I have tried the sugar free flavored carbonated waters...can't stand the fake sugar taste. Yuck. So I have to pretty much give up carbonated beverages....so hard....but I am going to do it!
Lunch-got a sandwich with whole wheat bread, 2 slices of turkey, lettuce, tomato, 1 slice each of cheddar and provolone cheese, mustard, and low fat mayo......and a sald with mixed greens, romaine lettuce, cucumbers, bell peppers, sunflower seeds, a LITTLE cheese (lol), and soy sesame dressing.
Opinions? Input? Healthy? No?
Today was WW, but I didn't go. I think I've given up on it. I don't know if it's the leader, or because I feel like it's shorter because it's an at work meeting, but I just don't feel like weight watchers works for me. Going to set something up for myself. If I design it around my strengths and weaknesses, figuring it'll work better for me. Going to work on that this week. Going to try to include my Wii fit in the grand scheme of things because for me, since I don't incorporate as much exercise, I think it's a good way to get going. Plus Carlos tried really hard to find it for me last year, and I feel guilty that I rarely use it.
I really feel motivated today. I'm hoping I can capture this attitude and use it to keep me going forward. I just feel like I'm starting to work some things out in my life. The whole situation with Carlos and I, with us finally taking some steps, and we are working to fix some of the kinks that keep messing with us (aka learning to communicate our feelings without having huge throw-down fights lol), back on track at work, and I feel like I actually CARE about my job again. I have an oppurtunity for a promotion coming up that would be a VERY significant raise, and trying to keep that in mind to keep me working hard and be the best I can be. Got to keep in mind that I'm here to do more than the bare minimum. My bills are getting paid off. Have about 500 left on the loan I took out on my old car, then I can get the title back and sell the stupid thing, since it's just sitting there and no one is driving it. I had gotten in REALLY deep with pay day loans living on my own last year, which are a NIGHTMARE to get out from underneath. This payday I pay off my LAST ONE. At one point I had 5 of them....feels so good to be free of them. When I moved into my parents' house, my mom had suggested that I file bankruptcy to get rid of all the big debts I had, but I really didn't want to go that route. They have filed bankruptcy 3 times in their life, and have no credit because of it, and seeing where they are at, I know that I don't want to be in that place. EVER. So I feel REALLY proud of myself that I pulled myself out of the hole one step at a time.
Feeling better about school, because I feel like I know where I stand and I'm starting to figure out how to incorporate it into the rest of my life. Going to a state college is so much different that the dinky community college I was going to....so much more work. Finally getting that through my thick skull lol.
JUST A GOOD DAY!!!! lol sorry to go on and on....time to finish scarfing down my sandwich.
Have a fabulous day my friends!