Good morning everyone!
It has been too quiet here! It is a gorgeous spring day in Maine so I ran my beach run from Kel's school again this morning. Today was my long run day (6 miles) and after yesterday's race, I was not up for it.
So yes, Nancy, today I had the fights going in my head the whole time.."But I just ran a race yesterday and I went really fast..." "Shut up...it was only 3 miles and you were scheduled for 3.8 so you actually have make-up work to do.." And on and on. But I finsihed. Only because it was so beautiful at the beach today. I didn't have the mental battle during the race though. I knew that once I started I had to finish. No options there.
About calories...I gotta tell you all, I am baffled. As you all know (and everyone in my freaking life knows!

) I haven't had measureable loss in ages and ages.
Ok, so I started WW figuring that it is a program that it known to work and I needed guidance, etc. I was ultra perfect on that program for 4 weeks (maybe 5?) and zip...nothing...nada.
One thing everyone was telling me was that I was not eating enough calories for my level of activity. So I figured, what the hell, I'll eat more for two weeks and see what happens. I was careful. I didn't go wile and I only healthy things...just more of them. And I gained weight. Gee, that was fun.
Then my nutritionist said that I should be around 1400 - 1500 cals. per day (and he did a resting BMR and all that stuff). Great. Tried that. 3 weeks and no change.
So my only remaining option is to go with LESS calories. If this doesn't work, then I just don't know what I will do. I would not be opposed to a Jenny Craig type of program, but I can't do that considering I cook for a family all day. Plus, I don't want to just keep doing different things every few weeks. But one thing I know about JC (and Nutrisystem and other programs like that) is that they would have me on a 1200 cal/day program. So, that is why I am thinking along those line.
It is going to be incredibly hard. When I come in from a long run, like today, I am so weak and shaky...I just need FUEL. I eat about 400 calories post-run...so that does not leave very much to get through the rest of the day with.