mena292
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Hello, Please feel free to move this if I have posted in the wrong spot.
Hi, My name is Melissa, I am 165 pounds, almost 31 years old, a special education teacher in Ohio and unhappy. This is the largest I have ever been and I am sad. I was anorexic in high school. Not eating anything was easier then eating less and I still battle that fight everyday. I eat healthy almost all of the time, choosing to eat fruits and veggies and things before sweets...though I love chocoate and cherry coke. I gave up all pop for lent again this year, and lost not one single pound. Poop. I have now switched to diet since yesterday and have had a revelation after reading page 122 in the new Redbook magazine that I recieved in the mail. I have 38 days til I leave for disney and I do not want to be like this anymore. I never put myself first, love to be outside, though ohio weather right now sucks, love to craft jewelry and other things, and spent $168.00 tonight on frozen low fat dinners and 100 calorie snacks to meet my new 1200 calorie healthy weight program. (I hate the word diet, its a four letter word...ever since I was sick in high school, no problem with anyone else using the term though
) I am going to also partake in the "walking to disney" on my treadmill, of which I just bought a DVD for the Tv in front of it, so I can watch disney planning movies while I walk. The woman in the magazine lost 18 pounds her first month and 13 her second. I feel I have hope. One day at a time. I have the dinners tied together with yarn in my freezer and dated for the next 3 weeks, I have 8 boxes of the 100 calorie snacks, 2 per day in addition to the food and low calorie breakfast cereal, fruit and yogurts in the fridge. I am type A and ultra organized. It helps with the special ed thing, and I also work at an accounting firm during tax season. Another reason why I have been so busy. Any words of encouragement? Or anyone who has done it in this way? I am feeling a little wierd, but it's what works for me...My sister took one look at shook her head, and told me "only you, and I know it's going to work for you too". I have also been on calorieking.com and have been checking "normal" not frozen foods too, because I know I will be eating out and at my parents house numerous times over the next month. TIA for listening to my long messy post. Missy
Hi, My name is Melissa, I am 165 pounds, almost 31 years old, a special education teacher in Ohio and unhappy. This is the largest I have ever been and I am sad. I was anorexic in high school. Not eating anything was easier then eating less and I still battle that fight everyday. I eat healthy almost all of the time, choosing to eat fruits and veggies and things before sweets...though I love chocoate and cherry coke. I gave up all pop for lent again this year, and lost not one single pound. Poop. I have now switched to diet since yesterday and have had a revelation after reading page 122 in the new Redbook magazine that I recieved in the mail. I have 38 days til I leave for disney and I do not want to be like this anymore. I never put myself first, love to be outside, though ohio weather right now sucks, love to craft jewelry and other things, and spent $168.00 tonight on frozen low fat dinners and 100 calorie snacks to meet my new 1200 calorie healthy weight program. (I hate the word diet, its a four letter word...ever since I was sick in high school, no problem with anyone else using the term though
