I think I'm going to head on up to the lake tomorrow, instead of waiting till Thursday or Friday.. Made arrangements with my stepdaughter (for her Dad aka my DH) and talked to my DH about it this evening.. He's worried over how upset I was last night and told me to just go - and not come back till I felt I was ready.. Nice offer, but I won't stay away too long - probably just till Sunday..
I think I need to be alone right now for a few days before my DD, her DH and my granddaughter get up there.. No place better to "think" than those mountains and that lake..
Went to my granddaughter's "Moving Up Day" today and it was awesome.. Makes me kind of sad that she's growing up so fast, but life marches on.. I ended up buying her the cutest little camping lantern.. It's purple and looks like a Coleman Lantern - about 8 or 9 inches high.. It's battery-operated and has a tube that goes up the center where the light is.. Here's the neatest part though - you push this button and it makes noises like crickets chirping and mosquitos buzzing around inside of it! I told her I had a "surprise" for her graduation - something for up to the lake, but she could have it today if she wanted it.. She chose to wait until she gets to the lake, so now I have to wait to see her reaction..
Thanks for all the support, hugs, and kind words in the middle of the night last night.. Can't think of anyone I could have called on the phone at that ungodly hour that wouldn't have wanted to kill me for doing so.. LOL
Hugs,
C.Ann
I think I need to be alone right now for a few days before my DD, her DH and my granddaughter get up there.. No place better to "think" than those mountains and that lake..

Went to my granddaughter's "Moving Up Day" today and it was awesome.. Makes me kind of sad that she's growing up so fast, but life marches on.. I ended up buying her the cutest little camping lantern.. It's purple and looks like a Coleman Lantern - about 8 or 9 inches high.. It's battery-operated and has a tube that goes up the center where the light is.. Here's the neatest part though - you push this button and it makes noises like crickets chirping and mosquitos buzzing around inside of it! I told her I had a "surprise" for her graduation - something for up to the lake, but she could have it today if she wanted it.. She chose to wait until she gets to the lake, so now I have to wait to see her reaction..
Thanks for all the support, hugs, and kind words in the middle of the night last night.. Can't think of anyone I could have called on the phone at that ungodly hour that wouldn't have wanted to kill me for doing so.. LOL
Hugs,
C.Ann