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[DisneyLily]

Let It Go
Staring out the glass window,
A tear fell from her face.
She took a deep breath in,
And another one fell.
She put her head in her hands,
She was broken hearted.
“Just let it go,” she told herself,
But she never did.

She sat in the same spot for hours,
Hoping life would fix itself.
Listening to her favorite band,
Only made her cry more.
The phone rang,
She ignored it.
Feeling alone,
She began screaming.
Just let it go…

She thought time would heal the pain,
But it never did.
She spent two months,
Feeling sorry for herself.
She pushed the world away,
Losing all hope.
Until one day he came around again,
And a smile appeared on her face.
She let it go…

She gave him a second chance,
Only to get hurt a second time.
But this time, the pain didn’t stay long,
She realized, she just had to
Let it go.

 

[pigletgirl]

Eeek. I'm posting on the community board...Eeek!

 

[KidGoofy]

back

 

[MuskratSusie]

I'm having friend problems *AGAIN* -sigh- -_- Last friday.. I got my feeling's hurt so bad, it still hurts...I'm just going to have to find another group or something...I don't know what to do.

But what's going on, is hurting me really bad...

 

[HouseMD1120]

I'm having friend problems *AGAIN* -sigh- -_- Last friday.. I got my feeling's hurt so bad, it still hurts...I'm just going to have to find another group or something...I don't know what to do.

But what's going on, is hurting me really bad...

Aww I'm sorry Jan. What's going on? Feel free to PM me if you need to!

 

[MuskratSusie]

Aww I'm sorry Jan. What's going on? Feel free to PM me if you need to!

Okay, I'll tell here:


I've been having problems with several people and I don't call them "friends" anymore...and last friday I was at school at lunch in the ceramics (sp?) room and it was friday.. so it was the Anime (sp?) club in there (cause they have a movie day where they can watch a movie) So I went in there.. and just to meet up with these so called "friends" and lets just call this one girl M and the next girl N so the room is filled with people from the Anime club and the ceramics club then the regular class people who are trying to get extra class points for a better grade. I sit down and pull out my art book (to work on my art.. no duh x]) So then M walks in and is all HAPPY!! JUMPING UP AND DOWN!!! --- so I asked her why she's so happy.. no reply.. I ask again, no reply.. THEN I ask her AGAIN and she said it was a good grade from a project she got.. I said that's great! Then she went back to talking with her "friends" So then N walks in and I say hey! and she says Hey! and we kinda talk then she goes over to M (they start talking) After that they sat down, and here I was sitting near the door.. they were all at another table. There was no room to sit at the table they were at.. then M looked over at me and said something and I had said "there's no one over here..." she said "Sorry." (sarcasm (sp?) then went back to talking to her friends...

I'm just like "okay.. this hurts so bad its like they are treating me like nothing, like, I'm invisible to them.."

So then I left. I don't know where I went last friday...and I don't think they even noticed I had even left....

Lets rewind shall we?

M and N are able to be at school all day, while for me, I have what? 4 classes then go home? Yeah. I really do. So they have the possiblities to be making bigger and better friendships while for me I can't really. I can't even walk very far, I have some medical problems.. and its not very easy at all. Its hurt me really bad because I don't have anyone to be my friend. AND these people that I want to be friends with have been my friends since GRADE SCHOOL!! I just want to be not pushed to the side anymore... I try and talk to them and say things but then they just don't want anything to do with me.... and it HURTS SO BAD.

I'm sure there's more.. but I can't say anymore, I'm tired of typing right now.. I'm just really sad, and hurt by these people that I even sent a message to M a few nights ago and she hasn't gotten back to it yet at ALL.


Yeah thats all. Sorry if it doesn't make sence...

EDIT:

Here's what I sent my "not so friendly friend" a few days ago...:

Hey (friends name),
I have to let this out, its been on my mind for like, ever. I don’t really care if you don’t have a response to this either…that’ll probably show a lot if you don’t. Anyway, I have to say that lately while at school, and not just at school either, but I’ve been feeling really left out at lunch. Not even just at lunch, I’m also talking about online. You see, you have the possibilities of being at school all day, while for me, I don’t have that even. I only have three classes, and I hardly know anybody at all. Nobody. Today, I don’t even know if you or anybody noticed I had left…but I did because I felt/feel left out a lot, more than you can even imagine. You’re able to be at school all day, and be around the same people having better and getting better friendships with those people. To me I hardly know anybody at all, anymore I don’t. You and I we used to be best friends…what ever happened to that friendship? Do you even know? Because I don’t…but I miss our friendship that we used to have together. This has been hurting me for the longest time ever…Last year you would help me get some food at lunch but a few days ago when I asked you too even a few times before that you didn’t want to help me.. but a few days ago you did get me the food for me and thank you for doing that. Just know that actions/facial expressions speak louder than words. Plus its not just you doing this either, its everyone you have around. I’m just really sad and really left out.. today I have no idea where I really went for lunch, but maybe this is what you need to hear. Maybe I won’t hang around too much where you and everyone else hang out for a while. I took the time to write this all out because I needed to. Maybe you’ll take some extra time to write something? I don’t really care anymore…bye.

That's what I sent her. That was to M.

 

[HouseMD1120]

Ah I'm sorry. I know what you mean. That happened to me last year. They treat you like a friend one day, and the next day, *POOF!* they're gone. As much as i would love to give advice, there really isn't much you can do about that. It's their problem because they are missing out on an awesome friendship. But just think about it like this: One day, they are going to look back on this week and regret it. They are going to regret all the mean things that they ever did to you. Know why? Because you are going to live through this and be a stronger person. You are going to realize that you really didn't need them, because all they were going to do was bring you down. And they will realize that they needed you. One day they are going to realize that they can't just be friends with someone one day, and toss them aside the next day. One day you are going to be able to look them in the eye, and you are going to know that they may have made you life horrible for a few days, maybe even weeks, but you came out a better person. Right now it may seem as if the world is crashing down around you and theses girls are the winners in this fight, but they aren't. They are just making you a stronger person.

I hate teen drama and immaturity. It's so stupid. Some people just need to grow up and get over themselves and realize that the world does not revolve around them. I'm sorry you have to go through this Jan.

EDIT: That's a good message. If she responds, its may not be a god sign or a bad sing. It was rather guilt-inducing. So she may say something back to feel better. OR if she doesn't reply, it just shows that she wasn't the friend you thought she was. But the real sign is how she starts acting at school. I hope everything gets better.

 

[MuskratSusie]

Ah I'm sorry. I know what you mean. That happened to me last year. They treat you like a friend one day, and the next day, *POOF!* they're gone. As much as i would love to give advice, there really isn't much you can do about that. It's their problem because they are missing out on an awesome friendship. But just think about it like this: One day, they are going to look back on this week and regret it. They are going to regret all the mean things that they ever did to you. Know why? Because you are going to live through this and be a stronger person. You are going to realize that you really didn't need them, because all they were going to do was bring you down. And they will realize that they needed you. One day they are going to realize that they can't just be friends with someone one day, and toss them aside the next day. One day you are going to be able to look them in the eye, and you are going to know that they may have made you life horrible for a few days, maybe even weeks, but you came out a better person. Right now it may seem as if the world is crashing down around you and theses girls are the winners in this fight, but they aren't. They are just making you a stronger person.

I hate teen drama and immaturity. It's so stupid. Some people just need to grow up and get over themselves and realize that the world does not revolve around them. I'm sorry you have to go through this Jan.

EDIT: That's a good message. If she responds, its may not be a god sign or a bad sing. It was rather guilt-inducing. So she may say something back to feel better. OR if she doesn't reply, it just shows that she wasn't the friend you thought she was. But the real sign is how she starts acting at school. I hope everything gets better.

Thank you.

I've heard a lot of that from my mom, lol. And, I'm thinking of just moving on with my life. If they can't treat me like a friend then its their loss. Their loss. I know what your saying, and I totally agree with it. I have thought out where I can go to while at lunch and stuff... so I'll just see whatever happens. Thanks again I'll keep what you've said in my mind so I can just think about it then not be sad anymore, cause its true. Its their loss.

 

[Tinkerbell424]

to you Jan.

I have a question for you, if you dont mind answering it.
When your surrounded by people from your school do you feel more alone then you are when your really by yourself or just with your Mom?

I feel like that all of the time, and have such a problem doing things on my own without friends.
Like today, I had to sit in the auditorium and I found people I knew and sat by them..but they didnt really talk to me except for when I was yelled at in front of everyone. I hate feeling that way, and was just wondering if you are in that position how do you deal with it?

 

[pigletgirl]

Alexis,

What were you yelled at for?

 

[MuskratSusie]

to you Jan.

I have a question for you, if you dont mind answering it.
When your surrounded by people from your school do you feel more alone then you are when your really by yourself or just with your Mom?

I feel like that all of the time, and have such a problem doing things on my own without friends.
Like today, I had to sit in the auditorium and I found people I knew and sat by them..but they didnt really talk to me except for when I was yelled at in front of everyone. I hate feeling that way, and was just wondering if you are in that position how do you deal with it?

Thanks.

I don't mind having questions asked, lol. Ask as many as ya want!

Back OT:

I feel more alone with people from school. Me and my Mom get along pretty great so its good for me and her. But I see what your saying and I hate it too, when around people from school then they don't say anything to you. It hurts, doesn't it? I'm sorry that happened to you.

I don't know how I really deal with it.. I try and shake it off as best as I can, cause if people are doing that to you (are they friends? or just people you had sat with?) If there friends and their not treating you like a "friend" then you need to know that, someday they'll actually look back at the day they made you feel like you were sad about something they did to you and they'll probably want that friendship back...but it'll be too late in some cases you can become friends again with people you had be mean to you when you get older. (sorry thats so long and maybe confusing). But if their people you had just sat with one day, then they don't have a clue about anything, their just all immature and stuff.. its not nice when people can't be nice for just a few minutes. It hurts. (is that what you wanted to hear? sorry if I just sorta rabbled on but I think I might have taken what you said a bit wrong? maybe - maybe not. If I got anything wrong about what you were trying to say, please let me know and I'll try and say what I said differently..lol).

 

[That_Australian_Kid]

mwahaha.
Im back.
Exams are ove-ER!
(But ive run out of internet usage at school. so i will only be on at night untill december. and then its summer vacation on december 4 :])

 

[wilmabride'sdaughter]

Helllo fellow girlies

 

[pigletgirl]

Hi Sian!

 

[JulielovesDisney]

Hi girls!

 

[Minnie Squeaks]

hey julie!
its been forever

 

[MuskratSusie]

Hey everybody!

Today I have to go to see my dentist...in about an hour or something.

 

[JulielovesDisney]

hey julie!
its been forever

Omigosh! It has been! How have you been?

Hey everybody!

Today I have to go to see my dentist...in about an hour or something.

I haven't been to the dentist in a while...hehehe.
Good luck! No cavities!

 

[Minnie Squeaks]

Hey everybody!

Today I have to go to see my dentist...in about an hour or something.

i always dread the dentist...even if its jus a cleaning
gl lol

Omigosh! It has been! How have you been?


I haven't been to the dentist in a while...hehehe.
Good luck! No cavities!

IM DOING ok
not to much to report really
u?

 

[JulielovesDisney]

i always dread the dentist...even if its jus a cleaning
gl lol



IM DOING ok
not to much to report really
u?

That's good. lol
I'm doing pretty good too.