From Ursula to Ariel - my WISH Journal

[MarysMom]

This is a hard post to write.

I am fat. Not chubby, not chunky, not pooh sized...just fat. It's really effected my life. I don't go out in public much because I'm too self conscious. I avoid family and friends because I'm embarrassed to be seen. I'm usually too tired to play with my daughter and have a hard time keeping up with her in the park.


I want to be there for my little one. I dont want to die at 40 because I cant say no to food. I dont want her to be embarrassed when I take her to school for the first time and honestly I want my husband to find me attractive again. (I know he LOVES me, but it would sure be nice if he liked me too!)

I have a LOT to lose. My final goal being losing 132 pounds. Wow, I cant imagine being a whole person lighter! I cant wait!

I'm about 5 days into my new life right now. I'm doing well with working out- need to work on my food though. I have kicked the Pepsi habit already, which I think that alone should help me drop some pounds.

I'm excited for the new me and excited to do it will all of you!

 

[cclovesdis]

I think you are right-skipping Pepsi will help.

Glad you found the WISH board. I love it! I've received so much help and encouragement here.

 

[MarysMom]

Thank you!

Im really looking forward to making some new friends as well!

 

[LMDisneygirl]

I just love the title to your thread! Are you still out here?