Hey all.. just on for a minute.. im gunna sleep after this..
Jason and Josh are both asleep now.. yeah mom and dad and EVERYONE else was in the labor and delivery room for the most part.. it was ok tho because for one I was drugged up and like barely noticed (i guess at one time there was like 11 of them in there

) but they were all just hangin out while I was dialating and junk and everytime they would come in to check me everyone but Josh would leave the room and Josh would go out and get them when the nurse was done and stuff.. so that was fine.. then when the time came everyone but Josh left again.. so it wasnt as big of a problem for me because there were other people for mom to talk to so she pretty much stayed out of my hair..
Jason has his first appt tomorrow.. they are doing a follow up because he may have jaundice.. one time they tested he was high enough for the light therepy but they wanted to wait and test again in the morning and he was just under the testing limits.. so we take him to get tested again tomorrow.. doc says its border line jaundice.. hes got a lump on his head too that DR says is hematoma and will go away in a few weeks..
found out I am not able to breast feed.. he latches on fine and stays on long enough but hes not getting enough nutrients and his blood sugar was super low so we have to bottle feed him.. oh well.. i tried.. now it just means I can leagally have my big kid drink sooner!

just kidding.. but a nice caramel frappuchino with no guilt will be good!

maybe thats what i'll have tomorrow.. and a cup of coffee in the morning.... and a pepsi with every meal...
im gunna give Jason his tylonol for his snip snip under the diaper (if you know what I mean) and take my big kid tylonol for my stitches from his big head (torn not cut in case anyone wanted the goorey dets..) and go to sleep!
talk to you all later! good night!