Doreen's New Way of Life (comments are welcome)

[lulu201]

Good morning, Doreen! I hope your day is filled with happiness. You know you'll be in my prayers as you face the challenges associated with this meeting today. You can do this.

I hope DD is feeling better. It's not easy being a teen; they have their own stresses to deal with that can really take a toll. Along with the physical changes. . .let's just say I wouldn't go back!

for your new day. Remember tomorrow's Friday.
Erin

 

[R_Judy]

Hope you have a good day today. Hang in there and don't forget to

 

[DoeWDW]

Thank you all for stopping by and encouraging me! This morning I'm feeling a bit stressed about my meeting and feeling all my WISH-friends around me really helps.

Finished yesterday with a dinner of 1/2 C ice cream (just wasn't that hungry). That added 20g carbs to bring my total to 59g. I need to change my bear clippie!

DD is back to school today. She still seems a bit tired but she assures me she's feeling more rested and ready to face the day. I think staying home yesterday was the right decision for her.

My meeting is from 9 to 11 AM. I'll feel better when it's over. It shouldn't be too bad. When I was younger, I seemed to thrive on being "in" on things, climbing the ladder, running meetings and taking responsibility for areas. Now that I'm older, I'd rather climb back down the ladder, but there aren't too many opportunities for that. Maybe I peaked too early?? I am actively trying to sort out my feelings in this area and make peace with where I am. If anyone sees any good books on the subject or has any good ideas or experiences, let me know. There's something in this area for me to learn, but I haven't found it yet. I'm trying to learn to enjoy the process of discovering why I'm not comfortable where I am.

I think there are times in life where we just have to accept being uncomfortable. It doesn't necessarily mean we're in the wrong place or doing the wrong thing. It just means there's something we're supposed to be learning but we're not learning easily - like being in school, in a class where you just don't "get it" yet.

OK, enough deep philosophy for this morning!

Goals:
1. Meds & vitamins taken....just now.
2. Water - try for the elusive 5 mugs! I'm working on a mug of water and a mug of decaf green tea at the moment.
3. Food at or under 60g. B was 2 string cheese (2g). Brought 2 burgers & a slice of cheese for lunch. Dinner? We'll see.

I've spent time this morning praying for God's guidance and peace to see me through the day and I am feeling more peaceful. I don't have to be in control of everything. He is watching over me and taking far better care of me than I ever could. His grace and mercy are all around me and I am blessed beyond measure in so many ways.

I'm starting today with a smile and a feeling that, in the end, all will turn out right.

Now I must get ready for my meeting so I'll save journal visits for later!

 

[Strings]

Hey Doe,

I'll just send some to help you through your tough day. I hope the meeting goes well. You know you're in my prayers.

Beth

 

[sharoncity]

Good Morning Doe!
I hope your meeting goes well this morning. And I hope DD is feeling better soon. I think kids have so much pressure on them now. My DD was sick a few weeks ago, I let her stay home for an extra day or two because she was so tired. You have to look at the whole picture too. How often does DD miss school? You'd be amazed at how often some kids are out! So a day or two of needed rest is not a big deal in my book.
Yes, I think we've all questioned whether the additional responsibilities of our jobs are worth the extra $$. Sometimes it is, sometimes it isn't. You just have to roll with the punches and take one day at a time. Remember to leave the work baggage at work! It definitely helps to lighten the load in the long run!
Have a good day Doe! I'm happy to see you got a walk in yesterday. Hopefully that spring weather is just around the corner. I know they are telling us we are going to have a nice weekend this week! Get out there and enjoy it!
TTFN-
Sharon

 

[septbride2002]

Hi Doe! I know how you feel - I've got a meeting today too - one on one with my managers. I'm not looking forward to it at all.

I hope your meeting goes well and I know you are going to reach 5 mugs of water today!

Your post made me think of a Christian Song that we use to sing. Not sure if you are catholic or not but it was "Eagle's Wings" I can't remember all the words but it was, " And he will raise you up on Eagle's Wings, there you are the breath of dawn. Makes you to shine like the sun! And hold you in the palm of his hands."

~Amanda

 

[marsh0013]

aw amanda, that just made me think of my grandfather...that was his favorite church song, and every time anyone in my family hears it, we tear up (he died in 1998).

anyway, doe, i hope your meeting went well! glad you're smiling, hope you stay that way

have a great day today

 

[DoeWDW]

You all are such a source of comfort and inspiration to me! Amanda, I've heard that song, although I'm not Catholic, and it is beautiful and very on-the-mark for me today - thank you for reminding me of it! For some reason I've been hearing an old gospel song lyric about "leaning on the Everlasting Arms" - that's the only bit I can remember but it seems to fit too.

Sharon, I agree about leaving the office at the office to a point. When the weather gets warm, DH and I usually walk the puppy for an hour in the evenings and spend some of that time on our work frustrations. Then by the time we get home, we both feel listened-to, refreshed, and ready to move on. We don't allow work to overshadow our entire homelife though.

My meeting has ended. It went very well - better than I expected in many ways - and I felt peaceful and comfortable throughout. I truly believe that prayers (both my prayers and your prayers on my behalf!) make a difference and I want to thank you all for your prayers, good vibes, pixie dust, etc.

I'm anxious to dig in and get some of my real work done so I won't linger here anymore at the moment, but I'll be back later to check on everyone! I haven't felt happy about doing my work for a while so I'm going to take advantage of this burst of enthusiasm.

Warm to all!!

EDIT: 1 PM
2. I've had 3 mugs of water and 1 mug of decaf green tea.
3. I had trail mix (14g) from the EVM around 11. I'm not sure when I'll eat lunch - am not hungry yet. Total carbs today = 16g.

I'm halfway through writing the minutes from my meeting this morning. I'm feeling peaceful and centered. This is such a nice feeling to have at work. I'm not avoiding my work - I'm actually enjoying it. I really hope this continues - it could dramatically improve my overall mood!

EDIT: 2:15 PM
I've sent out the minutes from this morning's meeting and I feel such a great sense of accomplishment! I have only been functioning at a marginal level at work for quite a while but today I feel like I'm doing my job well.

EDIT: 3:15 PM
2. 4 mugs water and 1 mug decaf green tea - YAY!
3. Cheeseburger (2g), grapefruit (19g). My total so far is 18g without the grapefruit and 37g with the grapefruit. I do not count 1 piece of fruit a day as a cheat as long as I eat it with protein so my insulin doesn't spike. Who knows though - today my carbs may be low enough to count the grapefruit!!

 

[Auntmeme]

Sounds like your prayers were answered. I'm glad to hear you feel peaceful and happy at work. Be sure to get enough to eat and keep walking, though I agree it is a bit chilly

I've been doing the walk inside, still need to invest in a treadmill.

You daughter sounds better - 14.5 wow, are the boys knocking on the door yet? My niece truned 15 last week and she had her boyfriend come to the party and they kissed - all I could think was yuck and I quickly looked away

I have yet to see your wdw pictures where are they?

Have a wonderful thursday night!

 

[honeymo78]

I'm glad your meeting went well today. I'm sure that is an immense relief for you. I hope the rest of your day went just as well.

 

[hlane]

Doe,

I'm glad to hear your meeting went well. Great job drinking all that water!!!

Holly

 

[DoeWDW]

DH and I went out for dinner. We had a lovely time and I managed to stay within my carb limit for the day. I had chicken quesadillas without the flour tortillas and DH & I split 2 Hurricanes (mixed drinks). I had 42 carbs left for the day and I'm sure I didn't go over that, so I'm rolling my bear over - YAY!

 

[Strings]

Doe,

I'm glad you had a nice evening out with DH. You deserve those hurricanes after the week you've had. I hope your Friday is as peaceful as today was. Great job on the water.
Beth

 

[lulu201]

Good morning, Doe-Doe. Here's some for your FRIDAY!!!!

What a week you've had. . .I'm glad you and DH had an opportunity to get out and spend some quality time alone. You needed a chance to unwind. Hurricanes'll help with that.

You've done such an amazing job of eating well and getting exercise back into your life this week; bit by bit you've been helping yourself treat yourself well. All in the midst of some stressful stuff at work! I think that says a lot about your inner strength, Doreen.

Hopefully you can coast through the day and look forward to Jock Athlete Princesses Go Walking tomorrow. I know I am. I have to tell you, though, that if we're power walking through the mall, both wearing matching princess hats, my DD will pretend she doesn't know me (sad, but true. ).

Have yourself a good day, sweetie.

,
Erin

 

[tlgoblue]

Good morning Doreen! Just wanted to sent some to keep you going through your weekend! Yuo have been doing so well. Have a great one!

Keep the Faith!
Tracy

 

[R_Judy]

Yeah Doe

Another roll over. Normally I would consider rolling over a bear road kill but in this case........... not.

Have a great Friday because tonight we roll.

 

[sharoncity]

Good morning Doe! An evening out with hubby was just the ticket for you. And those 2 hurricanes were what the good doctor ordered!! Good for you, you went out and enjoyed yourself without going off plan. That is such an important lesson we all need to learn. Thank you for setting a good example for the rest of us.
I hope you have a great FRIDAY! Yes, it is FRIDAY! The is shining, you've had a whirlwind week at work, and now it is over. I hope the good mood you had yesterday at the office carries over to today and you end your work week on a high note!
Have a wonderful day DOE and drink that water!!!!
TTFN-
Sharon

 

[DoeWDW]

MeMe: DD thinks boys are annoying. She does have a major crush on David Boreanaz who stars in the WB series Angel. The man is old enough to be her father, is married & has a child, but she still claims he's "hot!"

Erin: I promise I'll leave the hats in the car until we're finished walking. My daughter would react the same way! Sent you a PM.

R_Judy: I'm looking forward to rolling over my bear tonight! It DOES sound a bit strange, though, doesn't it?? Glad we're together on this - it's really helping me stay on track!

Steph, Holly, Beth, Tracy, Sharon: Thanks for stopping by and for encouraging me! It helps!

Here we go, fearlessly and courageously into Friday!

Goals:
1. Meds & vitamins on the desk.
2. Another 5 mugs of water. The first one is almost finished!
3. Food at or under 60g carbs. B (eating as I type - very tricky! ) protein bar (2g), string cheese (2g), small banana (about 21g but not counted in my carbs for the day). L will be a cheeseburger (2g). I didn't bring snacks so if I get desperate, I'll search the EVMs in the building for a pack of trail mix or other low-carb snack. Dinner is unknown again.
4. Walk the puppy after work - even if it's only for 15 minutes.

I'm feeling a little nervous about work. I really want another day like yesterday, where everything felt "right" and I got a lot accomplished and felt good about the work I did. I'll do what I did yesterday - pray for God's guidance and peace - and then jump in enthusiastically & hope for the best.

Updates throughout the day!

 

[septbride2002]

MeMe: DD thinks boys are annoying. She does have a major crush on David Boreanaz who stars in the WB series Angel. The man is old enough to be her father, is married & has a child, but she still claims he's "hot!"

David Boreanaz is hot! Your daughter has excellent taste!

Hi Doe! Just wanted to come and check on ya. Hope you are off to having a good day at the office.

~Amanda

 

[marsh0013]

hehe, i'm with amanda, david boreanaz really is hot . and he's not *that* old . there are so many male actors who really are old that get swooned over by women...sean connery, harrison ford, just to name a couple. men are lucky, they get older and are called "distinguished", while older women aren't always looked at so fondly . sorry for this totally off topic tagent

hope you have another peaceful day at work