Guys... I just have to thank you.
I've had a rough couple of days. Work has gotten pretty insane - have had a few fires to put out (and haven't been able to yet), news about a "re-structure" at the end of the year (which means I'm not sure what I'll be doing after December 31st), a team that feels shellshocked and not having any answers to really comfort them, and on and on and on. On top of all of this, DH really strained his neck a few days ago. I mean, not just a little twinge, but can't move and when he does accidentally, he literally cries out in pain and it nearly sends him to the floor. His doctor prescribed Flexeril, and he's resting, but nothing's getting better, and I'm thinking we're most likely heading into urgent care in the morning. So I'm very worried about him and, because he's not able to do anything right now, I'm shouldering everything. Caring for him, taking care of our two great kids who are now done with camps and home (and bored), trying to keep up the morale of a devastated team of eight people, and basically running myself into the ground.
Consequently, I didn't get time to run Wednesday or Thursday. And honestly, I think it made me really mad that I missed it. Not mad at my DH or kids, of course. Maybe a little ticked off at work. (Ok, a LOT ticked off.) But I was just so frustrated that with everything I have going on right now, I couldn't break away for just 30 minutes to do something for me.
And then I got my run in tonight. And it was amazing.
It felt SO good to get out. I felt my mood immediately lift as I pulled up Endomondo on my phone, put my headphones on, and started walking. I got a 5 minute warmup, 25 minute run/walk, then 5 more minutes of cooldown in. So so so so good. So good.
I am writing this to say a big THANK YOU to all of you who convinced me to grab hold of this crazy idea and just go for it. I really don't think I would have taken the leap if it hadn't been for all of your encouragement.
You guys are amazing. And to be a part of this? When times are tough, like now, this... this incredible thing... is my comfort and my strength. My push to keep on going. My release.
Awesome.