OKay - so life in Harleyland is like this...busy,busy and busy tossed with a whole lots of stress and heartache.
1.) In May my sweet wuppy Pepper who is my mostest fav doggie int eh world went to the dr with a limp, they said "arthritis" so 1 1/2 mos later its much worse and shes nt using it alot and its alot more swollen...we walked into the vet and he says oh i dont like the looks of that before he even examined her...he just remembered her from 6 wks earlier and knew it wasnt right. so last fri we did a bone biopsy and waiting to get lab results back now from UGA to see if its cancer. should know maybe tomorrow.
2.) Most wonderful bossman whom i have worked for for 11 yrs now has a very progressive lymphoma. they thought it was leukemia...they were wrong and now he's in very aggressive chemo in the hospital for his second round and this time will be much worse. he's starting to lose his hair, which is weird cuz i saw him in a baseball cap for the first time in those 11 yrs...and he's shaved all his facial hair off...and he has 2 boys 13, 11 and a sweetheart wife helping him get thru this. his only real option left if the chemo doesnt work is stem cell transplant(?)
3.) Coworker had unexpected open heart triple bypass, 3 wks ago... she's very depressed and not making the progress that she needs to make becuase she lacks the driv eto make herself get well, its just easier to be sick and thats hard to watch someone you love just give up on life.
4.) with all those office changes we are slammed and I had a breakdown today. i mean i lost it. i got frustrated at looking at a worksheet trying to balance something...hours i tried, then i cracked over it started laughing which lead to crying which i hid with laughing and my coworker walks over to offer fresh eyes and finds my out of balance in like 30 seconds flat, which led to more laughing/crying.
5.) i am worn out just flat out pooped.
but i have set new goals for myself. I want to do a chinup/pullup unassisted and i want to be able to benchpress my body weight. i havent lost many pounds prolly cuz i refuse to quit eating bad. i just cant give it up. and this is prolly not a good peep thing but i ate a whole bag of brownies by myself last night. the whole thing. my byself. i guess emotional eating again. i dunno. but right now i could cause serious bodily harm for a devils food cake donut from dunin donuts, or a fresh hot krispy kreme...sigh...not tonight tho. i'll be strong tomorrow is another day.
night ya'll thanks for listening...
We had a meeting in our house tonight and I'm pooped. I so don't want to post my weight in the morning, but I'll bite the bullet. See you after a (hopefully) good night's sleep.
). I can't remember what I weighed in at last week! OOPS! I THINK it was 222.6? Anyway, put me down for 
am I a dork?
