Wonders10
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Hey everyone!
What a long day. My class ran 30 minutes later than usual and I was already in a grumpy mood because the crush cancelled our study date. Whatever. I'm not reading too much into it. I like him and its not going away anytime soon so I'm just going to talk and flirt and not make a total fool out of myself and when the semester starts to wind down I will re-assess the situation. A girlfriend of mine, who is around him a lot, was talking to him. Turns out his last girlfriend was Irish (like me) and that it was long distance and it lasted a couple years. He broke it off with her the beginning of the year or something. He also said that he is pretty afraid of rejection (who isn't?) and that he likes to know if someone is interested in him before he makes a move on them. Great.
Can I tell you a secret? And this is how I feel about all guys, all the time...I think I'm too fat for a boyfriend. Ridiculous I know but true nevertheless. I automatically assume that most guys would not be interested in me because I'm not a size 4. How do I stop that? Not just with this guy, but with all guys? I even felt like this when I was thinner so it isn't a new development.
On a brighter note, I'm bringing Phoebe in tomorrow morning! The morning clinicians told the class that a special visitor was coming in tomorrow and it may or may not be a human...one of the girls asked if it was an alien!
too cute. They reassured her it was not going to be an alien, but it might have 4 legs. I wish I could take and post pics for you but confidentiality laws kind of frown upon that so I'll just write about it vividly.
And please send some pixie dust that Phoebe is a good little girl and on her best behavior. Thanks!
Winkers...so glad you made it through ok. The pain after I can handle. It's always the actual procedure that scares the crap out of me. Not sure if you saw my post, but I did call to make an appt. I'm going on Monday for a consult and updated xrays and all that good stuff.
What a long day. My class ran 30 minutes later than usual and I was already in a grumpy mood because the crush cancelled our study date. Whatever. I'm not reading too much into it. I like him and its not going away anytime soon so I'm just going to talk and flirt and not make a total fool out of myself and when the semester starts to wind down I will re-assess the situation. A girlfriend of mine, who is around him a lot, was talking to him. Turns out his last girlfriend was Irish (like me) and that it was long distance and it lasted a couple years. He broke it off with her the beginning of the year or something. He also said that he is pretty afraid of rejection (who isn't?) and that he likes to know if someone is interested in him before he makes a move on them. Great.
Can I tell you a secret? And this is how I feel about all guys, all the time...I think I'm too fat for a boyfriend. Ridiculous I know but true nevertheless. I automatically assume that most guys would not be interested in me because I'm not a size 4. How do I stop that? Not just with this guy, but with all guys? I even felt like this when I was thinner so it isn't a new development.
On a brighter note, I'm bringing Phoebe in tomorrow morning! The morning clinicians told the class that a special visitor was coming in tomorrow and it may or may not be a human...one of the girls asked if it was an alien!
too cute. They reassured her it was not going to be an alien, but it might have 4 legs. I wish I could take and post pics for you but confidentiality laws kind of frown upon that so I'll just write about it vividly. And please send some pixie dust that Phoebe is a good little girl and on her best behavior. Thanks!
Winkers...so glad you made it through ok. The pain after I can handle. It's always the actual procedure that scares the crap out of me. Not sure if you saw my post, but I did call to make an appt. I'm going on Monday for a consult and updated xrays and all that good stuff.
no, no, no, sweetie! you just haven't found the right guy yet. and i'm not just blowing smoke...i'm serious. of course there needs to be an attraction there, but i've seen you and you're a cute girl....nothing to worry about!!! a true man doesn't care about a size 4. as long as he loves you for what's inside and as long as you're not harming yourself with your weight.....it shouldn't matter! when i was a size 14 (and yes, i realize that's not obese, but that was me at my heaviest) my DH didn't care and told me i was crazy for standing in my closet and crying about the fact that none of my clothes fit me. please know that you're a beautiful girl and any guy....ANY GUY......would be lucky to have you!

I second what Dawn said. There is a guy out there for you and he will NOT care if you are a size 4 or a size 44. He will love you unconditionally.

congrats on the weight loss! come by more often!!!
tell your DS congrats on the baseball! third place in the state? how awesome!!! by the way, where is the wedding that you're going to in georgia?
It wasnt TERRIBLE, but i can guarentee they werent the best decisions.
(lots of white bread and some ben and jerrys!!) But maybe thats what a girl needs during this TOM., right??
Any ways, spending the evening in bed watching tv was probably the best thing ive done in a long time. Its nice to do that and not have anything to do!!
Gotta get back on track with the WW. Doesnt help that some kind fellow employee bought in boxes of donuts and left them sitting out in the kitchen

I mean, I always secretly hoped men feel that way, but it is nice to hear they actually do!~ (or at least the good ones do!)
When Amanda cooperates
from my Dr, but I have a feeling he wont call until this afternoon....I will make myself crazy waiting in the house all day for the phone to ring. He has my cell number listed as my primary number, so I am sure I will get the call.
The good news is the Dr's scale matched mine yesterday so not only have I not really gained just yet, which I thought I had, but it means the weight I lost since Feb was not all a
of my imagination or a defunct scale either