Good evening everyone
Just wanted to give an update on me and to send P and PD to everyone (we can all use it now it then)
The breast surgeon took a needle biopsy of the nodule. Not such good news today. He said it came back abnormal ductal tissue, suspicious. He tells me he's about 90% sure it will be cancer. I can't believe this. I know mastectomy is not 100%, but it's usually 90%. I just don't know how lucky I can be. You think I could win the lottery or something, but no I just have the bad luck. I have to go and have a biopsy on Thurs to see what it definately is. I don't even know where to go from here. I can't have radiation again, I've already done that. I pray I don't have to have chemo again. I'm so annoyed, I've been taking Tamoxifen for 2 years, gained 25 pounds, and for what????? It's all so very frustrating. I don't know how I'm going to be able to tell my kids again if it is CA, we've all been through the wringer on this, I don't want them to have to go through it all again.
I'm trying to stay positive he said there is that 10% chance and I've been through so much already that maybe I'll catch a break this time.
All prayers are welcomed
Kelly