Hi! Happy weekend to all (now that I am a stay at home stepmom, I don't get all that excited about the weekends since all the days blend together!) I know I have said it before but thank you all for the kind words! I appreciate it so very much!
Brooke-what can I say? I was having a horrible day yesterday and then I saw your amazingly awesome and sweet post on here. It made me cry and it touched my heart. Not to sound like a Hallmark greeting card or anything, but it meant a lot to me. How nice it is that someone I have never met in person could say something so meaningful to me! Words can't express my gratitude or my "it made me so happy that I am going to use the banana dancing icon to show the dance I was doing after I cried happy tears"
Like I said, yesterday was definitely not a fluffy cloud, angels singing and rainbows kind of day. The dog peed and pooped on the floor when I was doing something in the other room for literally, 30 seconds. He is sneaky. My "friends" suck, and then the kicker: I was cooking (which is a miracle I even attempt this) and I was making chicken. We did not have the boys, so it was a simple meal (one of the only ones I know how to make) and it actually smelled pretty good. The time goes off, I open the oven, there is a very loud noise, and the glass Pyrex dish explodes into hundreds of pieces. I am not being dramatic, but hundreds of pieces. Glass was everywhere and I just stood there, stunned, saying Oh.My.Gosh over and over again. Bryan thought I dropped the oven rack so he did not come over, but then I said Uh, come here. He was in disbelief as well. It was a huge mess and since I was such an "explosive" cook, we had to go to dinner. Poor little chicken in the oven. It just sat there, surrounded by glass (not that I expected it to move or anything) Of course I took pictures and will upload them soon. The ironic thing is the top oven was not heating (We have a double oven-you know, since I am such an amazing cook....ok, so it was here before I moved in) Anyway, the top oven was not working a few months ago, I thought YAY! I only have to cook things on the stove top, but Bryan got the Best Buy geek Squad out here and long story short, they could not get the part, then when they could get the part 2 months later, the guy installing it blew the entire circuit board. 5 months later and lots of complaining by Bryan, they offered to get us a new oven. I was hoping the guys blew both ovens but apparently he got the bottom one to keep working. Darn it. So what is my point? The new oven was delivered today-ironically after the glass shattering incident. So yes, I took pictures of said incident. No, it has nothing to do with the wedding, but it is so impressive, I have to share.
Speaking of pictures, I got an email from the Roots yesterday saying they had shipped our discs. I was so excited! Then they informed me that their assistant accidentally left their mail key in my envelope. That made me laugh. I said as soon as I got the package, I would mail the envelope! I went to the mail today and it was a good mail day. I got a shutterfly gift card to use towards a wedding album (yay for wedding gifts!), my debit card that has been sent to me 3 times with my maiden name on it arrived with the correct name with it arrived AND we got the discs of our pictures (along with a mail key) There are 1500 or so of them, so I will need to take some time to go through them. I cried a little as I opened them, thinking wow, that day came and went. Bring in the sadness again (not bring in the clowns like the song says-clowns freak me out-although a 5'2" mouse named Mickey makes me giddy) Stan said my video will be done the end of February. We are having our Colorado luncheon on Sunday so I think I will be able to do a slide show of the pictures. Oh, and another amazing thing? The Roots gave me a folder of low res images so I can upload the images to the web, FB, email or whatever. Wahoo!
I have a tendency to edit a lot of my photos (not the inappropriate ones-those are classic) but if I have huge bags under my eyes, I like to get rid of them. As I was looking through the pictures I thought MAN, I have to do a lot of editing. I have so many bags under my eyes, I need to get rid of those. I then had an epiphany of wow, that is going to take me forever. Then another thought came to me. That is who I am. That is what I look like. I am 34, I have bags. I also have cellulite and I bought shorts this week for Jamaica (next weekend!) which is HUGE for me. I do not "do" shorts. They are jean shorts, which my friends call jorts. Apparently they are a fashion don't but they covered the cellulite and that is all we could find this time of year. I plan on wearing a neon shirt with a scrunchie and some Aqua Net in my hair just like back in the day when I rocked the jean shorts. But my point is, I am who I am. Bags, cellulite and all. Although I really want to get rid of the bags, that is not what I looked like that day. I need to accept it. The other people in the photos have bags (under their eyes, not bags as in cute purses) so it looks normal. But I need to let it go. Just like I need to let a lot of other things go.
I know I am stalling about the wedding day. I just don't want it to end. I also have switched computers so I am trying to figure out the whole Mac thing. I am not sure if I updated you all on the whole park shoot picture issue. They talked to my photographer about my concerns ( I made a list of everything that was wrong) and they said they will upload them soon, and send me the 4 x 6 prints again. I have spent HOURS editing them so I wish I could just get a Gift card to a photo site so I can print the edited ones myself which are much better than the originals. I emailed them asking if I could just have the album for the 5 x 7's but apparently they are permanently in the album so I have to pick the pictures. I guess I will pick the really far away ones? No idea. I think I am starting to not be as upset as I was before (I say I am so mad, but I am really just super sad). My gut is telling me there is nothing that they will do to make it up to us that will repair the disappointment, it is what it is, and I need to just go with it. Go with the fact that I have a ton of pictures of just me, a lot of those pictures of me sitting in a chair, and 59 pictures that are slanted.
Oh, and I wanted to let you know that the Roots did not do our enagement pictures. I was torn between two photographers (After my initial breakup with Randy) so I thought, what the heck, I will do one for the engagement pictures (Jennifer Werneth) and the Roots for the wedding. Since the engagement session is included in the package we got, we had them come to the welcome dinner instead. Originally they were not going to come to the welcome dinner, because they might have a wedding that day, but they were not booked so they came. We were going to do a photo shoot of Bryan, me and the boys a few days after the wedding instead of the welcome dinner, but we changed it to the welcome dinner. I am kind of bummed about this since the boys were sick on the wedding day and I have no pictures of just me and the boys. We only have one picture of the 4 of us from the wedding day. But, there is nothing I can do so I am letting it go. See, that is me trying to be positive. Kind of. Maybe someday we will get a good family shot. After I get my braces off....
I am going to go back and see what I have posted in terms of pictures. Maybe I can share the rest of the trip before the wedding
I hope you all have a great weekend. If I can sneak away, I will post more this weekend.
D