Hi guys.
This might not be the place to post this, but I felt I had to get it off my chest and I didn't want to bum anyone in my family out and make them worry about us.
Christmas is my FAVORITE time of year. I say Christmas season begins the day after Halloween and I want my tree up that day and Christmas music playing! But this year I can't seem to get in the mood. My husband Kevin has been in Florida (we are in Ohio) working since June and I miss him so much. He won't be home until Dec.21st and I just can't seem to get it altogether this year. He often works out of state, but only for 6-8 weeks at a time. This time is forever! We had our 3rd baby girl in April and he was here for 3 weeks when she was born and then had to leave.
He is such a great husband and daddy and I am greatful he works so hard so we can provide for our family and I can stay at home with our kids, but its so hard around holidays to be happy when I want him here. I know I sound terrible when some families have a loved one in the military and I have no room to complain, but I guess I am just bummed. I try and not complain to my family or bother them to help us, because I don't want them to worry. I try and show that I can carry the whole load while Kevin is away, but some nights are just a little sad. My Mom took my 2 older girls to spend the night with her, so maybe I am just missing my girls tonight.
What can I do to get back in the spirit and make sure my girls don't pick up on this. They miss daddy so much too, and I don't want them picking up on my sadness.
Sorry this was so long and annoying, I just needed someone to complain to for a minute. Thanks for putting up with me!