Asking him to go to the store had nothing to do with this hun. You didnt do anything. I hope you're doing ok.. You're in my thoughts an prayers. Let us know you're ok when you get a chance to. Great big hugsssssssssssssss I hope things are ok with you.
I know that asking him to go to the store had nothing to do with him leaving, I am just trying to make sense of all of this.
I am doing better, I do still feel depressed and my system is really out of whack. I haven't been able to keep anything on my stomach. I have been eating, but I am suffering afterwards (severe cramps and stomach pains), so it is really hard to eat, but I am trying. I was up until about 2:30 this morning, so I wanted to sleep in this morning, but one of my stupid neighbors starts thumping music at 9:15. I was so mad, I can't put earplugs in because I couldn't hear the phone if someone calls or the door if someone knocks, and that seemed to make it worse any way. I finally called the police department about 9:40 and asked them to have someone come out. I guess they did because it stopped about 30 minutes.
I haven't figured out how I am going to get the yard cleaned up and the attic cleaned out, or the moving done, but I guess I will figure out something. Mom and I started cleaning out my bedroom in the new/old house, so I would have a place to start moving to, but I really need DH's help.
His stepmother called me on Friday morning to see how I was doing, she and my father-in-laws were worried about me. His dad is really, really upset with him, he said that DH should be here trying to work things out (I agree). They are great and on my side. I have worried about him, he hasn't come to get clothes or anything else since he left, so I called his mother to see what she would tell me. She said that she talked to him yesterday and all he would tell her is that he was still working and he is okay. I don't really trust her, so I don't know if she knows more and just won't tell me or what. I gave his stepmother his work number and she said that his dad might call and tell them that there is a family emergency to get him to call them and he will probably ream hiim a new one.
Saturday, I got a letter and the deed from the title company, addressed to Mr and Mrs and it really hurt. DH said that the house was mine and not his and his name is not on anything (mine is the only one on the loan), but this came in his name. i am going to make a copy of it and mail it to him with a little note about who owns the house. Mom is worried now, since the house is in both names and in Alabama everything is 50/50, I told her not to worry, I will handle it like I handle most everything else.
Well this is where I am now, I am taking things one moment at a time, and we will see where it takes me.
I really appreciate each and every one of you, I hope you know this.
Suzanne!
My thoughts and prayers are with you! 
. I really need him right now, too. I don't know how I will make it at work tonight, but I can't call out again today. 
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DH called me this morning and asked me to meet him for lunch on Saturday and said that if things went well, he would get his stuff and come home Saturday afternoon. I couldn't be happier, well if he came home tonight, I would be happier, but I am not pushing. There will probably be some fireworks on Saturday after lunch, though 
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