Hi all ... Time for my check in ... Met with Heidi the torturer

... Just kidding .. she is really good. I signed up for a 12 session introductory special. This was visit 5 and we talked about nutrition. My goals are increase my daily veggie/fruit consumption, watch my portion size, no eating 3 hours before bed and eat 6 small meals instead of 3 big ones. Today we also worked my abs and triceps. I think I may be in for some pain in the morning.
So, we didn't weigh in officially today, but the scales in the change room looked promising. Okay ... I'm going to be brave here and tell you all my deepest darkest secret. My current weight is 265

. My goal is 145 - 150. That is a very scary 115 pounds to go. I can do it. I have to this time. My mom had a stroke last year, and we both suffer from the same blood disorder. My dad had a heart condition, and we both suffer from the same weight disposition. The moral is if I lose the weight, I lessen my risk and live a longer life. I want to live to see my grandkids get married. My daughter is 17 and single at the moment, so that means I need another 20 years (better not be sooner dear daughter

)
So, Heidi, the torturer, had me set small goals.
- be down 10 to 15 pounds by the end of the 12 sessions
- be down 40 pounds by my August cruise
- shop at the Bay or Sears, no more Penningtons or Additionelle
So wow ... I have admitted things in this post, that I very rarely say. Thanks for listening and being there for me. Take care all!