Can I tell you much I really HATE Melissa! OMG! WHAT A WITCH! I want to mute the tv every time she is on the screen!
Just finished mile 7 for the day! 5 miles of WATP and 2 miles on the elliptical! Feeling so good to be working out again! I also really want to keep my 45 pound clippie! I may stay mostly on plan this weekend and keep up with the exercise so I can get my 50 pound clippie!
I had someone tell me that I'm wasting away to nothing! Really I'm not! But it's nice to hear when people notice!
I need to go buy some new capris and shorts for the summer! It's going to be 85 here tomorrow! I may run up to Kohls if I have time tomorrow!
QOTD: Wednesday: I'm going to back to fun questions! What is you favorite game? It can be a video game, board game, card game, etc!
It's hard to pick just one but we have been playing lots of games lately. I guess the one we like the most in our house because everyone can play it is Disney Sorry! DD2 picks that a lot! We also recently got Sorry Sliders which we've had a lot of fun with! We play games a few nights a week when our schedules allow! For our video game favorite I think our favorite is Lego Indiana Jones. We can't wait for the Harry Potter Lego Years 1-4 to come out in June!
SO excited that my Kingdom Keepers 3 book arrived today! We're going to try the online game as a family on Friday night! It looks interesting!
Loving the show tonight!!!!!! Well, except for the lady in RED! UGH!!!!!!
I have to ask, do you have problems sleeping when you exercise so late (to me after 7 is "so late"

Kingdom Keepers 3 - the author just did a book signing at DTD! I'm going to have to get that! Got the other 2 for DD and she hasn't read them yet.

Evening Everyone!
Oh boy...I am here to make a confession...
Skipped my run - It is raining hard here and it is cold. Yep, could get on the TM but I just don't even want to. Did some other exercising tonight and am skipping the run. BAD! I have checked the weather and have scheduled a run for Wednesday AND Thursday to make up for it. My long run on Saturday is going to be mighty hard if I don't get back out there and hit the pavement again.
I am eating M&Ms right out of a full bowl and not counting them!I have this major case of PMS going on...feel crappy, am moody, craving EVERYTHING! I have decided that I will eat how many ever I want and then just put M&Ms in my food journal and not even think about the points. The good thing is now that I have been dieting, I crave them but don't eat nearly as many as I normally would. I weighed in this morning and then this afternoon at WW and am down one more pound again today so I am not going to let this get to me. My thought tonight is that I obviously just need a night where I let this go and I will move on to a better day tomorrow. I would be more stressed about it if I knew that I was really going overboard.
I am now going to stop typing...move the M&M bowl...fill my water cup...and try to relax a bit tonight.
Later!
Jen
It happens.

I realize that I am having some issues with "Phantom fat" (a term I picked up from an article that Corrinak put up a link to). I KNOW that I am smaller than I have EVER been in my entire adult life, but I still feel the need to pull on oversized t-shirts with my yoga pants when I hit the gym to hide the belly that really doesn't exist any more. When I swam laps the other night I was concerned about my (very modest) wet swimsuit clinging to my 'fat hips and belly" when I got out of the pool..... but I know in reality that my hips and belly aren't really a problem. I just keep battling this image that I had for so many years... I guess I am seeing that phantom fat. It is kind of easy for me to realize now how people can become anorexic and truly NOT see themselves the way they really are.
And of course, as I am creeping closer to my goal (which is 5 lbs. lower than my original goal), I keep thinking that maybe I will drop my goal just a few MORE pounds... to put me in the 120's... a number I have truly NEVER EVER EVER seen on the scale in my entire life. But when/where will it stop? I need to keep my goal at 130 and work on toning up more, rather than slimming down more.
Well... sorry I can't stay and chat longer. Gotta run!.............P
I'm glad that you recognize that you are seeing something that's not there...really though it will take a long time for you to get past that, I think...you've been seeing yourself a certain way for years and now you've changed slowly. Girl keep looking at that picture you posted and you will see the slim trim you that we see! And I think the fitted clothes will help how you see yourself too.
QOTD: My favorite right now is Wii Walk It Out. I love that game! I'm NOT loving my BL for the Wii, I did at first but now...not so much. I think I might actually sell it on Amazon.
Yesterday I was back to activity after being sick a week and I am a little stiff today! Can't believe how fast we lose our muscle, but again I went from an hour or so of exercise/day to bed, so I guess it's not that surprising. I did feel much better after exercising though.
DD and friend just woke up...I hear murmurs. DD had a bloody nose at 1:25 this morning, that really scared her, she rarely has those so of course Mom helped her out.

It's supposed to storm here today so I'm going to get out with the puppies now, then clean the house later. Because you know I AM the only one in the house with those magical cleaning powers...dh tries but he's not quite as magical as me...he's a stacker, not a put-away-er, and dd is just a dropper.
