Jen--

No words of advice, because I know you know what to do. You will not gain all 45 pounds back. I hope you have a good day today. When I am really stressed out, popping in a lot here really helps me. We are all here and happy to listen to everything that is going on.

And man, those were some impressive workouts this weekend.

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jenanderson, I will be thinking of you today. I know that this is not the point where you gain all the weight back. It is a rough patch that you are in now but you have a great plan and you can do it!
Jen you're training tonight is a positive step

Posting will be a big help for you to do something besides nervous eating...as for this past weekend, you might see a drop in a few days, that was a lot of exercise! Did you have more salt than usual? Also, you're under a lot of stress and we know that messes with our bodies.:hug
Thanks guys! I really do try to be a happy and optimistic person most of the time. I feel like lately all I do is whine and I know I need to break out of it. I feel like the whining and the weight gain are going hand-in-hand right now. I do now know what I would do without all of you here to keep me in line and put that spark of positiveness back in my day!
Now I record everything, measure and do lots of research. My husband wanted chinese the other night, I spent a half hour online researching calories and trying to find something I could eat. If I know in advance we will be eating out, I try to plan my day to lower my calories & even add a higher calorie burning workout.
I used to be so good at recording everything and researching. I totally get spending all that time researching so you know what you will be eating. It is a great strategy that I am working on again this week.
JenA

I have to spend the day writing a few essays myself. I understand what you mean about sitting at the computer so much. One of the hardest things for me about not having a job is that I don't get nearly as much movement in during the day. When I was teaching, I walked so much during the day. It was the same way with my temporary position. I lowered my points accordingly, which was also depressing and hard to manage at first. I know you will not gain back 45 pounds. You know what to do and are already taking control of the situation. I know I'll be on and off the thread throughout the day. Please continue to post. I know it helps me so much.
Hey CC - Thanks for the support. I do think that much of my problem right now is not really knowing what to do with myself. I know there are plenty of things to do around the house but that is not really what I feel like I should be doing. I feel like I should be in a classroom teaching. Sitting at the computer for hours searching out jobs isn't really fun either because I am not really the sitting type!

I hope that you and I find something perfect real soon.
I find that journaling is absolutely critical for my progress. I literally cannot stick to my WW plan without keeping track of points.
Cam - Thanks for posting this. I needed the reminder that unless I keep track of it all, I am not going to be able to stick to my plan.
Well, I am pretty frustrated with myself for how I handled parts of the weekend. It was a challenge from the start and I expected it to be. I planned for certain situations and ended up handling those situations well, but where I didnt' have a plan or deviated from it, it was pretty ugly.
My body is not happy today. I am seriously trying to purge it of the effects of all that sugar last night. So far I've already had 40 oz of water and diet green tea and am now switiching to water & water with crystal light lemonade flavoring. Lots of veggies today. I hope I can undo some of the damage before my WW weigh in Thursday morning.
It sounds like even though you had a frustrating weekend, you had some great moments of making good choices. I know how hard it is on the weekends to stick to our plans, but sometimes plans change or things come up. I think you are doing great with your plan to drink lots of water today to help offset where things went wrong. I am sure you will be great by Thursday morning!
I agree with rose. No advice here because I think you know what to do better than I do. You will be ok. Stress is the hardest part to deal with. When you fell the need to eat off plan, try to think of something else you can do to take your mind off it. When I feel like Im off track I think of having to report what Im doing to you guys and that always helps.

Hang in there Jen....things will fall into place. Good luck on the job searching today.
Thanks! You guys are great! I am really working hard to have a list of things I want to do today to be sure that there is no impulsive eating. I know if I keep busy in the next couple of days, I can get through this. I also know that you guys will help me stay on track!
Definitely. Its a must do. Anytime someone asks me how I lost weight, I say by keeping track of what I eat and by exercising. I dont think theres ever been a time where I have lost weight and not tracked my food.
Jeanette - It is amazing how everyone says that you have to track and I totally know that. I am going to listen to everyone and keep writing it all down today. I have a real love/hate relationship going with the 150s right now. I get happy when I get closer to 150 and I hate as I creep up to the high 150s. My plan is to be as diligent as I can be this week and to mix things up a bit as well - both with my food and exercise.
I'd like to rejoin for this Fall Challenge. I gained back all but 3 of the pounds I lost in the end of the summer challenge.
Welcome back! I am sure you will get that weight off in no time.
Well, I am feeling a real struggle today with letting it all go or staying in control. So far, my list of having things to do and knowing what I am going it eat is winning.

I have been working out just by cleaning the house today. In some ways it is great to be home while the family is at school because I am finding I can get a lot done. I also did go and run - I ran 5 miles this morning in 48 minutes. I had thought I would run more but it was cold (50°), windy (gusts to 50 mph) and drizzling. YUCK! I ate breakfast since I have been skipping that and I know I should not be. I have my plan in place for lunch and dinner. I will now work on some e-mails to schools for about 2 hours. To help with the stress of this task, I plan on setting an alarm for 1 hour in. At that point, I am going to take a 10 minute exercise break. It is not much but it will at least get me away from the computer and get me moving. It might make me feel a bit energized instead of just stressed. I have WW tonight and I am dreading the weigh in. I thought about skipping it but know that to keep moving forward, I have to accept responsibility for what I have done and get going in the right direction again. Skipping the meeting doesn't change the fact that I have gained weight and it will help motivate me a bit.
Still haven't done the QOTD but I will. It is my reward for the 2nd hour of working on job stuff.
Later everyone! Jen