Beth's WW Journey. (Comments Welcome)

[MIdanceMom]

everyone,

You are all lifesavers. Thank you. Kim, I got your PM. Thanks.

I am doing better. I am still feeling a bit overwhelmed, but I got some rest last night. I went to bed at 730. This morning, I am more in control.

I am headed to my parents for Easter. It will be good to be with family, and away from Jon. I won't be able to check in until Sunday night.

I hope you all have a wonderful Easter.

Thanks again,
Beth

 

[AmyBeth68]

OMG BETH! I had no idea what happened yesterday...didn't get to read posts due to being so busy. Goodness gracious...THANK GOD you aren't injured. You poor thing! Like Kim said...I just wish I could be there to offer a hand or support. Please take care of yourself...we are all here trying to send tons of virtual PD and love your way.

 

[kimwim8]

Enjoy your family time over the holiday. I'll be thinking about you.

 

[traceycooper]

Happy Easter Beth
I hope you have a nice time at your parents!
Glad your feeling a bit better now, make sure you 'chill out' this weekend

 

[Amy&Dan]

Beth,

I hope you had a nice Easter. You have every right to feel overwhelmed and question why all of this is happening! I am glad you are feeling better, that you weren't hurt in that accident and that Jon and Darcy are apparently not going to work out. Can I be mean and just say SERVES THEM BOTH RIGHT, MAY THEY LIVE UNHAPPILY EVER AFTER!!!!!

Happy Easter Sweetie, things are going to turn around for you very soon!

 

[postesf]

Hey Beth. I am so sorry to hear about your accident! I'm sooo glad you are ok!!! I know it seems life is so tough right now! Big I have a pretty smart sister...What she said! Try to only focus on one thing at a time. IT WILL GET BETTER! BREATHE!

I hope you were able to have a good weekend!!!

Stacie

 

[toystoryduo]

Sending a gentle your way, Beth. I hope Easter went well for you and for Kate. Take good care of you, sweetie!

 

[MIdanceMom]

Hi everyone.

Thanks again for your support. You all are amazing people, and I am honored to "know" you.

Well, today has been good. Kate went to day camp, and loved it. That was a relief because she hadn't been to Lifetime's camp before. She was nervous. The went swimming and rock climbing. Apparently, she is quite a climber. Who knew? I took dog-dog for a walk today. It was nice to be in the sunshine for a bit. I need new shoes though. I have blisters on the balls of my feet. Ugh. Food was okay, not stellar, but not too bad etier.

Sunday was really hard. Kate hadn't seen her dad in over a week, and she hadn't slept well. It was the first holiday apart. My nephew is three. He doesn't understand what is going on. He kept talking about how his whole family was there. He also demands a lot of attention. He is a sweet kid, and didn't mean to upset anyone. Kate got very upset, and wanted to talk to her Daddy. So we called, she asked him why he couldn't come to Easter. He told her he wasn't welcome there anymore. I know she caught him off guard, but good God. She became even more upset. Of course, when we got home, and she saw Daddy, everything is fine. She was sunshine and smiles. It wasn't a good day. I am glad it is over.

Tomorrow I work. The schedule is fully booked. I hope to get to the gym for some time on the elliptical and weights. It depends on what time Jon gets home. I need to continue working on laundry. Wednesday, my mom goes in for a heart cath. I will be at the hospital. I know what questions to ask. I will admit that I am a bit worried. I am pretty sure she has cardiomyopathy. She has an autoimmune disease, and I think it is affecting her heart. I hate the fact that she is getting older.

I am sorry I didn't make it to everyone's journals. I need to fold some laundry and make lunches for tomorrow before I can get to bed.

Take care,
Beth

 

[Amy&Dan]

Beth, I am sorry your mom has these health concerns, I will really keep her and you in my prayers. Thank God you know what questions to ask, from my own standpoint, every patient needs an advocate! You are a good daughter. It is so hard to see our parents get older and that one just seems to sneak up on everyone I know. Its not easy, please know I am thinking of you.

I thought of you yesterday, the first holiday for you and your situation and I knew it would definitely have its moments. I am not surprised that Jon turned his not being there for Kate onto your family, as if its their fault. Maybe someday he will learn to take some responsibity. In any case, I am glad Kate got to see her dad and that it made her feel better. You survived that holiday, well done!

Good luck with the laundry, you have so much going on. I hope you make it to the gym tomorrow! Just do the best you can, you have so much on your plate right now. Take care of you and again, best of luck to your mom.

 

[toystoryduo]

Beth,

My heart goes out to you and Kate. I am so sorry for all that you are going through. I hope Jon will step up to the plate soon and be there for Kate and help her with this time of transition.

I will keep your mom in my prayers. That's good that you can be there for her and that you know the right questions to ask.

I hope you have a good week ahead. We'll be praying for you!

 

[momof2minnies]

Beth,
A BIG hug for you.You are doing a great job at keeping it all together for Kate.I really don't know if I could do it as well.

I am sorry to hear about your accident but thank God you are OK.

Hope your Mom does well.I will be thinking of you.As a nurse I know sometimes too much info is not a good thing.

Take care
Linda

 

[keenercam]

Beth - I just wanted to tell you I am thinking of you and wishing you and Kate well. I know this is such a difficult, stressful time, with your Mom's cardiac cath, and Kate's insecurity (totaly understandable, of course), your car, and everything else you have going on. I am glad you have a furbaby to get you outside occasionally -- get yourself some good, comfortable shoes! Know that we are all here, rooting for you and thinking of you adn wishing you the best!

 

[traceycooper]

I cant believe Jon said that to your DD - thats like making out its your fault hes not there!!!
I hope everything goes well for your mom at the hospital.
Take care
Tracey

 

[MIdanceMom]

Hi All,

Well, it has been a long day, but I wanted to let you all know that my mom is okay. Her vessels are clear. Her ef is only 30. Basically, her pump is weak. We will try some meds to see, if she improves.

I made it to pilates, and I feel so much better. I am exhausted and headed to bed. kate is doing well today.

Thanks for checking on me.

Beth

 

[traceycooper]

glad your mom is ok Beth
sleep well

 

[AmyBeth68]

Beth, Thanks for updating us on your Mom...and I'm so relieved to hear she is ok!!! Still scary though for you .

I also have to say that what Jon said to your daughter on Easter is unforgiveable in my book. Regardless of what's happening, he has to put her best interest first and making comments like that are so damaging and confusing to her. I'm very sorry for you that you have to deal with such an immature, childish and foolish man.

 

[Amy&Dan]

Beth, I am so glad your mom is doing okay, I am keeping you and her in my prayers! You are a good daughter, in spite of all you have going on, you are never too busy to think of others. The world needs more people like you Wish Sis! I am glad Kate is doing well, her strong and loving mommy can take the credit for that! Glad you made it to Pilates and that it made you feel better. See how far you have come? Exercise helps you to feel better and rejuvenated instead of something to be avoided and dreaded. Good job. Hope you are going to get some Beth Time this weekend, just thinking about you as always.

 

[toystoryduo]

Beth,

I'm glad to hear that your mom is okay.

Please be sure and get some rest and do something special just for you this weekend.

 

[MIdanceMom]

Hi everyone,

Well it has been another eventful weekend in the Kim household. Jon and Darcy broke up. He asked me if he could stay. I told him he could, but only if he met my demands. They include that he commits to the marriage, seeks counselling, (including marriage counselling), cuts all contact with the other women, no more chat rooms, and no more singsnap. I told him, I deserve at the very least those things, and would not just be his choice until the next woman comes along. He doesn't think he can agree to that, so I told him he would have to leave. I was worried that I would cave, if he asked to stay. I am glad, I didn't. I deserve better than the way he has treated me.

I hit the gym on Saturday before going to my parents. I made them a few meals and cleaned their house. Today, I went grocery shopping, completed the laundry, made banana bread for Kate's breakfasts, made a bunch of food for the week, so all I have to do is nuke it. (4 complete healthy low-fat dinners.) I'll have no excuses for staying on program this week. I also cleaned the kitchen and bathrooms.

I have a plan for exercise this week.
Monday: Walk the dog.
Tuesday: Elliptical during Kate's dance class.
Wednesday: Pilates.
Thursday: Weights.
Friday: Walk the dog.
Saturday: Elliptical and weights.
Sunday: Rest.

There. It is written, so I have to do it.

I am going to bed. (before 9PM ). I am trying to get back on track, so that includes getting enough sleep.

Hope everyone is well. I will check in with you all as soon as I can.

Take care,
\Beth

 

[postesf]

Hi Beth! Wow girl! You got alot accomplished this weekend! Way to go!!! We managed to cook an extra steak to warm up for the week ahead, but 4 meals! I'm impressed! How smart of you!

I am so proud of you for how you handled things w/ Jon. You DO deserved better than how he has treated you. I can't believe he could even ask to stay after what he has put you guys through. If he can't commit to you and your marriage...he should be out. IMHO anyway and you did the right thing to stand up for that!

It really sounds like things are moving in a positive direction for you! You are being proactive. Way to go!!!

Stacie