Thank you everyone.
I wish I had great news to report, but I don't. Jon is coming home tonight to talk things out. He had his time away, and I have had time to think as well. If he decided he wants to work on things, then my condition is that we enter counselling. I have anger,and I am hurt. I am nit going to live my life waiting for him to leave again. Of course, all of that is if he does decides he wants to stay married.
One thing I have decided is that I need to take care of myself. I have been stress eating and not exercising. That isn't helping me at all, so I am back on track. My exercise today was shovelling the 13 inches of snow off the driveway. I work tomorrow, and have a training session.
I will be back to hit journals. One of the things I really need to do is keep current with this journal.
Happy New Year everyone@!
Beth