Hello All,
Well I am feeling much better physically. I still have a bit of a cough, but nothing to hold me back. I took it easy this morning. I could get used to that, but then nothing would get done. After lunch I went to school to "help" unload the truck for marketday fundraiser. Gee, I was the only one there. The chair didn't even show. Ugh. $3000 dollars worth of food unloaded, sorted, and bagged by myself wasn't fun.
After that I went to my workout with my trainer. Talk about being disappointing. Yes, I know that I am not at 100%. What we've discovered is that I am totally compensating for my injuries. My strength is very onesided, and it is affecting my aspects. My stride is off. My hip allignment and back allignment is also off. Range of motion on my one side is significantly decreased, and my balance is totally wonky. What does this mean? That I need to start at the basics and slow things down significantly. Yeah, like I am patient. If I don't fix this, I face arthritis and back pain/injury. This is really hard for me. I thought most of this was corrected after my surgeries and pt. Ken gave me a great workout, but I could tell that he was frustrated too. I think he expected my lower body to match up with what I am capable of with my upper body. I need to work on my balance and coordination to do some of the things he wants me to be able to do. So we slowed it down and are taking things in steps with fewer reps. Patience. Patience. Patience.
I talked to DH. My intro sessions are ending, and I think I need someone to be on me and correcting me. I need to know that I am not overdoing the "pose" and not pushing for too many reps. Dh agreed that I can continue to do the sessions with Ken. We're going to have to cut back on somethings, and that is making me feel guilty.
I am also considering taking some pilates classes. I think I will have to wait until the new year. I can ask for them for christmas and bday presents. It just is not in the cards financially right now. I won't do a tape, I am afraid of doing it incorrectly and injuring myself.
Okay, as for tomorrow.... I work, Kate has dance. We're having leftovers. I will walk the dog. If things are slow at work, I will be able to do journals.
Off to bed.
Take care,
Beth