Annie passed away. I have some questions, pg 6

[DawnCt1]

This is one of the saddest days for me in my life. Annie, my standard poodle, age 9 and a half, passed away at 10:15 this morning. I didn't visit her yesterday because the vet thought she would "pout" if she couldn't go home. I called this morning and he said that she wasn't doing well. That her stomach distension had disappated but he did a barium swallow and she had mega esophagus and with the weakness he was going to test her for myasthenia gravis. She also developed a pneumonia during the night and a fever this morning. He was treating her with antibiotics and steroids, along with Reglan. DH had the army today and my neighbor drove down to the hospital with me. When we arrived, the doctor said that her condition deteriorated in the hour that we had spoken. I went into see her and she was struggling to breathe. She had some drool at her mouth but when she saw and heard me, she turned towards me. I cradled her in my arms, her head on my forearm. I gave her some kisses and she stretched out, looked at me in my eyes, took her last breath and passed away. Ever considerate, even at the end, she spared me a decision that I was incapable of making. I am so distraught that I can't put it into words. I brought her home and we will be burying her tomorrow at my brother in law's house. His MIL lives next door and they have a farm where 8 other dogs are buried. We have a lot of clay and wet land in our back yard and so there is really no good place. Their farm is well drained, sandy top soil and a better place. Also they will live there forever. I can't say the same about us. It seems like a more "permanent" resting place. I won't tell you that she was the best dog in the world because we all feel that way about our dogs. She went everywhere with me, played football and comando with DSs, went with DS 24 to visit his friends, loved shopping at Petco, liked visiting the vet, riding in the car, sleeping in my bed, watching dog shows on tv. I can't say enough about her and I can't believe she is really gone.

 

[JennyMominRI]

I'm sorry

 

[grinningghost]

I'm sorry Dawn.

 

[PixieDustTink]

Awwwwwwwww I'm so so sorry to hear of your loss. Losing a beloved pet is so hard. Prayers for you and your family.

 

[ntburns22]

 

[luvmy2sams]

I am so sorry for your loss. Be thankful that you were able to hold her as she took her last breath. I had the honor of doing the same from my beloved cocker spaniel last July, and I treasure the memory, despite how painful it was and still is to think about. Letting go is never easy, and no words will do justice, so simply another for your loss.

 

[TNCarole]

 

[wdwmom2]

So sorry about your loss . She was waiting for you to come say good-bye.

 

[DisneyDotty]

So sorry for your loss. Sounds like she was blessed with a special family.

 

[Meriweather]

I'm so sorry....it is always so hard to loss a furbaby

 

[epcotfan]

Aw, I'm so sorry. I used to look after a standard poodle. They are truly wonderful dogs.

 

[MickeyMouseGal]

I'm so sorry.
*hugs*

 

[RadioFanatic]

I am so, so, so sorry for your loss. Your post made me dissolve into tears. I am so happy for you that you got to see her one last time. Know that you made her last moments comfortable, safe and she knew she was loved.

 

[kayeandjim00]

Your post brought tears to my eyes. I'm so sorry for your loss.

 

[Rella Bella]

Oh, I am so sorry!! It is so hard to lose a pet. They are so much a part of the family. And she was so young! Only 9!!

Take time to grieve -- and don't let anyone make you feel bad about it. She has left a big hole in your heart. Sending hugs!

 

[Dan Murphy]

So very sorry, Dawn, a sad post about Annie. 's Your words give me a lump in my throat. Know well though that Annie is there by the bridge and you have wonderful, lifetime memories, till you meet again.

Rainbow Bridge

Just this side of heaven is a place called Rainbow Bridge.
When an animal dies that has been especially close to someone here, that pet goes to Rainbow Bridge.
There are meadows and hills for all of our special friends so they can run and play together.
There is plenty of food, water and sunshine, and our friends are warm and comfortable.
All the animals who had been ill and old are restored to health and vigor; those who were hurt or maimed are made whole and strong again, just as we remember them in our dreams of days and times gone by.
The animals are happy and content, except for one small thing; they each miss someone very special to them, who had to be left behind.
They all run and play together, but the day comes when one suddenly stops and looks into the distance. His bright eyes are intent; His eager body quivers.
Suddenly he begins to run from the group, flying over the green grass, his legs carrying him faster and faster.
You have been spotted, and when you and your special friend finally meet, you cling together in joyous reunion, never to be parted again. The happy kisses rain upon your face; your hands again caress the beloved head, and you look once more into the trusting eyes of your pet, so long gone from your life but never absent from your heart.

Then you cross Rainbow Bridge together....​

Author unknown...​

www.petloss.com

 

[NJOYURLIFE]

Sorry for your loss. It is very tough losing a member of your family. I am glad you were able to see her one last time and hold her. I agree with a previous poster, she was waiting for you.

 

[Libby X 3]

My sympathies - I know our pets are so special to us. Glad you were able to be with her and hold her even though I know it was probably very painful for you. Sending big hugs your way.

 

[WonderfulDreamer2]

I'm so sorry Dawn. You are in my thoughts.

 

[PrincessPatty]

These kind of posts are the hardest to read, I am so sorry to hear about your loss, prayers and hugs for you