Good evening ladies!
Candace - I refuse to read the names and look at the pictures, it is just too hard. I get tears whenever I think about it. Our school is like that too, buzzed in, monitored at all exit doors, etc, but like you said evil always finds a way. Oooohhhhhh a CL secret, that could be fun

And thank you for the date night suggestions for my friend, she is a New Englander of course. Oh speaking of which, did you see the Pats are wearing tributes on their jerseys and helmets tomorrow and Gillette is shooting off 26 flares in memory of the victims.
Jen unfortunately DS19 has experienced a lock down, and that school was locked up tight

There was an armed robber close by on the run, so they didnt take any chances and locked down the school. It was horrifying to hear, but I was so happy the school didnt take any chances with the students. I know our little ones practice for a code red and that just makes me sad

On a happy note, HOPING FOR A BIG DISCOUNT FOR YOU
i_heart I am armed and dangerous with over $500 of Dis GCs from target, bought with my RedCard at a discount (as well as GCs for the teachers and some other needed items) and now $160 in Target GCs burning a hole in my wallet

DH and DS19 helped me max out the GC deal last week and this week, LOL! Yes, I definitely have my own rollecoaster, but it is what keeps life interesting
Ginny thank you for the Jiko suggestion, I have passed it along. Yes, I keep getting yelled at from DH that I act like I never had surgery and am doing this to myself

I promise to slow down and take care of myself (well after this week).
Jeanette thanks for the hugs. Today we read that the shooter had Autism or even specifically Aspergers which of course scares the crap out of us. But I honestly see my sweet lovable DS change on a dime and his whole personality changes. We have talked at length to a psychiatrist and have read a lot of studies that say that the SSRIs that the shooter was on can be very dangerous in autistic people. The hormones respond completely differently, I wonder how much that played into what happened. Like you said no excuses, but I totally agree that mental health needs to be much more supported in this country. When I had post partum psychosis (yes add that to my rollercoaster life, lol) my health insurance didnt see it as a life threatening ailment and kept all the low mental health benefits.
Wookie OMG, can I just say keep the John-ism coming on FB!!!! I laughed so har

, but could totally see it! My DS19 was impressed with his understanding of the space time continuum! My lifes motto has become It is what it is, I learned early on that I cant change most of it, just embrace everything that comes my way and do what I need to do, but in that time I have learned that Candy is dandy, but liquor is DEFINITELY quicker
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So every year DHs company has a BIG holiday party, we rent out a club at the Hard Rock Hotel and it is wild. It is the one time a year that I go all out, sexy dress, heels that make me taller than DH, hair, makeup and nails done of course. Well with everything going on this year it seemed that none of that was happening. Today we get a text that there will be a holiday party (at a different club) THIS THURSDAY! Now we are usually just coming back from a cruise so I am at my low weight but this year with no cruise or beach vacation and all the stress I am at my all-time heaviest weight

Not to mention that my hair and nail girls are both already booked for Thursday. Did I mention that both little kiddos have school holiday parties on Thursday as well? Oh and I will be at the allergist all day on Wednesday with DS9. So Monday morning I will set out to the mall to try to find a dress and pray that my friend who works for MAC can do my makeup on Thursday. Ill have to settle for the local nail place and just make time somehow, and just figure out what to do with my hair myself. Its stressful but at least a fun stressful (if that makes sense).
Hope everyone is having a good weekend! I think we all need another round of
Melissa