Okay this is going to ramble a bit. God answers all prayers - just sometimes the answer is No.

My SIL got the date that she wanted for the baptism. So after a minor meltdown at work yesterday I was able to find a schedule for this month that will work nicely for everyone. My Dad is feeling a bit put out but he does understand so that is nice. I was able to breathe normally again after an hour. I got everything done that I wanted to yesterday except for getting the shoes for the wedding. I was unable to find any navy blue shoes *sigh* - I'll keep looking. I did manage to pick up a new bra and I am feeling much better in that area

. I got my grocery shopping done which is a relief. And Dh helped me do some major pick up around the house so the kitchen, living room, master bedroom, and the bathrooms have been cleaned. They are not spotless but they are at least picked up. Now all I have to do on Friday is vacum and whipe down countertops.
Food yesterday here is the recap:
B: egg, cheese and ham on 1/2 of a croissant
L: Tuna Salad - 2 carbs
S: Peanuts - 5 carbs
D: Baked Chicken Breast and half cup of Noodles and Sauce
S: Pop Tart and a glass of milk
About 9pm I started craving junk food. At one point DH was all ready to go and get ice cream but I knew if I started down that path that I would continue to eat until it was gone so I ended up with the Poptart. And while yes it was junk food and bad for me, I am happy that I did not binge.
My stress level right now is through the roof but I know it will get better after this Saturday. I don't handle stress well at all because it makes me feel out of control. It seems like no matter what direction I turn there is something else there waiting for me. I am going to try and spend time today reflecting on why I am feeling so stressed rather then eating to relieve it. I am now becoming stressed about my weight - I can see it in my face that I am hiding a few extra pounds and water and I don't want my face to be chubby when my friend gets married on the 3rd of October. That gives me 3 solid weeks to get my butt in gear and the pounds down.
Plan for today:
B: An Avacado - yummy! 10 carbs
L: Left over baked Chicken Breast (2 carbs) and broccoli w/cheese
S: String Cheese
D: I think I'll make Shrimp Alfredo and I'll make DH a cheeseburger and fries.
S: Sugar Free Jello
Things to do today:
1. After work I have to run to the dress shop and pick up my dress
2. Call the seamstress and make an appointement to see her.
3. Try to figure out how to incorporate more food into my diet.
4. Walk - it may not be training but I need to workout tonight.
I noticed that my menus look awfully bare compared to everyone else's and this may be what is attributing to my lack of success. Something to think about.
Well onward and downward I guess!
~Amanda