Ugh, I need to vent for a second. I can't help how frustrated I get over my sister right now. It's like were held to a totally different standard and it's just frustrating. I know it's not my place to judge her on it - I'm still at home for crying out loud, but I bought my car, I pay my own bills, I've been working steadily since I graduatec, etc. - but she was supposed to get a job for the summer and instead she's off in SoCal visiting her boyfriend for the second time this mont and decided she's not coming home for yet another week. Then she says "Well, I havent found a job" but of course she isn't here when they call her back for an interview. She owes our parents thousands of dollars and nobody bats an eyelash (I doubt they'll ever have her pay themb ack), give her gas money to go down, food money, cigarette money, plus she has a credit card in her name from there account. It's just grating. And then I get occasional digs about finding a new job and ever since I graduated if I borrowed money I was expected to pay them back in a timely fashion, not racking it up over the years. If I even express a hint of annoyance about it, I get talked to like I'm a horrible person. Sometimes it makes me want to never look back once I do move out. I know it's petty but still. I gave her a call today to see if she would be home for dinner since she was supposed to drive home from LA today. I don't even know why I bothered.
to you!
