We bought this house about 2 years ago. We bought it from my family after my grandmother passed.

It is a 3 bedroom, one bath with a great room and a huge backyard. My grandmother did not have the money to keep the house properly, and it is now in DESPERATE need of a new kitchen($5000 min) and bathroom ($2000). The kitchen cabinets are actually sagging on the bottom b/c of a slow water leak we had no idea about, the vinyl flooring is peeling up, etc. The very long driveway needs all new asphalt($5000), the concrete porch is cracked and not level b/c of a tree root and needs to be removed (?), the garage is leaking($2000)and I think that is it.
When we bought the house we knew most of these repairs needed to be made. Even though we got a good deal on the house, we should not have bought a fixer upper. Anyway, the people we did our mortgage did not calculate our taxes correctly, and 6 months into the loan we were told our mortgage was going up $500 a month.
We have dealt with that, but the repairs have not been done. That is part of the reason I am going back to work. So now after we buy a new car, we will start sinking money into the house.
But what is frustrating is that at the time of planning this vacation, we had the money for the vacation and some major repairs. And then DH decided his one job was too much and took a step down from a management position (I don't blame him). Then they told him they were relocating him and he didn't get paid for almost three weeks. Add some major car repairs and here we are. The $2000 we paid for this vacation is not much in the grand scheme of things. But at this point when everything else has gone wrong right before the trip, I feel stupid to not have put this money towards our house. Disney will always be there.
So needless to say, it seems there are many things that are marring my excitement for our first vacation, and I don't know how to shake myself out of this funk.