We arriving on my actual birthday (one week from today

).
Some of this sounds kind of fun, but I am wondering if I will be embarrassed by all this attention.
I know our resort knows it is my birthday (they asked on a questionnaire). I will have a cake after dinner at 'Ohana.
I think it is great that so many others love the big spectacle. Just not sure if I can be that carefree, for lack of a better word.
Deep down, I have to admit, that I am excited about arriving on my birthday.

I will be 36 and my birthday is always the after thought. My mom didn't "believe" in birthday parties. My husband is great in so many other aspects, but birthdays aren't a big deal to him. No surprises, no cakes...(he told me to order a cake for dinner this year, if I want

I did). Last night I ordered my own birthday gift, too! (a new digital camera for our trip

). I swear DH is not a jerk, he just doesn't value the birthday occasion. I always make a huge deal over everyone else's birthday and get disappointed with my own.
I think it will be weird to have a few people treating me different because it is my birthday. DH probably won't want me to get a pin, he'll say that is for kids.
Although, the kid in me wants the extra attention, I think it may be embarrassing. How do you all "let loose" and just enjoy it or do you just have really outgoing, extroverted personalities to begin with?
BTW, it is my kids first trip to Disney and our first day there. I really do want the day to be MORE about them than me.