hiya guys,
i'm feeling so *bleugh* today, i went out at lunch time to meet up with a friend so that helped get my mind off things for a while but i'm just so tense and strung out at the moment. it feels like someone has tightened up all the muscles in my upper body, its just a really tight feeling all the time.
its all adding up to me feeling really cr*ppy at the mo. i cant even really get my head into the fact that i'm going to spain in 3 days, its the furthest thing from my mind at the moment. i'm sure i'll be fine when i'm at the airport but i just cant get my head into looking forward to it right now.
i'm going to go take the dog to the park now, so when i get back i can do nothing all night. gary's working until about 9pm ish so i've got the night to myself, which right now i'm not sure if its a good thing or bad thing.