I HATE flying, before 9/11 because it's cramped and the air is icky and I always get a head cold from it. After 9/11, just plain terrified. Cannot imagine dying like that, never mind with DS (6) with me. DH has convention in Anaheim first week of October. Has convinced me to fly with DS (6) to LA and back. Stupidly agreed, now having panic attacks. Looking for way out without actually using my terror as an excuse...