
..i can't fathom how much i ahve posted here & how
much i shared...family matters. it seem sureal, but it also self evident
that there are many sharing alot similar interests. * i feel this is an
extra spcial cruise..cos it was a major challenge just to get "on".
[ i sure hope there isn't any bumping as we still don't have a
room assigned] ...i was on "hold" x5hrs..and never got on...so if
it wasn't our dreams girl

, we would never made it. also i feel
bad .. not having computer skills to help thjose doing much...&
things like a portable blender...girl...

, who i planned on cozy
up tooo

per lil'miss cutoie pie's tolerance...
p.s.. i

x 10, reading what you all were postings about the quel
music..esp., for shame lisa!

, killing the poor lil'beast! [ i bet your
husband can "preform" the best disappearing act around, huh?
what this site has done..is like a trip done memory lane. maybe boring,
but in a big way, define my current boundaries. today, we can laugh
how our "second baby" was supposed to been a " wonderful bonding
moment"......stupid, ignorant nurse...she was more interested in
getting students in...well they got an education when my wife let out
"a scream" from her very soul...they bolted out of there with
all over their faces...i have most forgotten..thru time...how precious my
wife is...there couldn't been a more defining moment....in our family
life..the very essence of coming and doing our 99 ,extended family
cruise...but "seeing" these pics again..."how do you thank someone~
who gave so much..when the odds were at the highest? right then,
i was totally exhausted...& i was just a spectator!...........
i happened to have taken a pic. right afterwards, she looked like

holding a

..with his lil'hand poking down the
blanket, to "look" at the world. while my lil'miracle worker, in her
finest glory, tenderly comforting, "our" newest member, arriving
with much tribulations & all the drama of a nascar ramming/flipping
all over the finish line. * you was not here, so this is the best ..but
be advised..does not do this moment justice....as evident by all the
iv's and armbands marking her accomplishment!...for me, this showed
what a woman is all about. how precious and strong. and while i had
an "ob" history...this experiece changed me forever! then i have read
some of your own remarkable stories..some sad..some happy { isn't
craxy that the rock group styx..would reflect this very feeling in
a song.."sail way"?]

..to all that we will be sharing
on this, a

family cruise..of a lifetime!
* however, i like to point something that made me

...what was
missing during our crisis?...not only did our ob. was not in the
hospital..nor was there a ped...this was unexcusable! ( don't think
i didn't raised the roof !)
pack rats unite! ok..i am rationizing cos our house is overflowing! the
debate is ..who stuff must go...

. but its also interesting..you
can measure our time tables of our disney adventures by all the
different graphics from my lil'moss cutie pie shopping. wow! no
wonder the disney's like seeing us!!