
, stacey..girl....you are very brave..,
confronting your fears..while comforting those..trying to cope with
great losses.
..ahhhhhh, nothing i 've said..about my lil'sweetie...was made up.
..she is alot more than i could ever described...* still like everyone else,
..she has her ways....the most amzing..thing..i can tell you about her,
she has..stuck with me ..in all these years.

.she recently told
me...why?...***...i was always..trying to imporve my ways of thinking.
,,,by golley....if i find..a new /easier way..of living life.."iam all for changing
..to it". iam flab-ber-gasted..how many chose..to live life....without
experiencing ..all the wonders..around them. day by day.
nor....be mislead....if any insights..are deem special, they are the
results..from those caring enough..to share.
...when i read...alot of the dynamics..here, & taking..a few steps back...
...there were no "wrongs"..just a few misunderstandings...& som just....
from a lack of knowlwedge/or experiences.
..it is a fact..our worst fights..thru the years..were over stupid stuff that
had no meanings....or misunderstandings. * the last time..i decided to give
it..a try. wait honey, ...are you thinking...",,," ? her reply was swift as it
was with emphases>>>"NO"! ....then we....

. what..i beleive ..in
life rules..God..repeated patterns..that set things..in motion. [ while i
have no idea..why? ...i think the primary purpose/s was to provide us
...choices...& directions..to developed..our ways of thinking..above all
other life forms.] weather..or not..we ever figure out our human values
..is subject to change. anyhoo...reading the interacting...was like watching
..differnt weather patterns..intensify..and heading to a stormy day.
however, it also....revealed..alot of caring and sharing ...a learning
experience....that i believe...leading to greater apprication.
......* i am funny..like that..., in that i come to accept...growing thru
life..challenges...can also bring some our most cherrish memories.

..now, when you "think" ...my all time favorite..disney movie
..is the sword & the stone...will defined..my type of thinking. esp. about
love. " whoever..came up with the illustrations..about the squirrels'
scene....knew...the grace of God. " [ someone i would..have had like
to shared...carnal knowledge with." ].. .one my hope..is that we don't
have someone...forgetting..there are real~people..bringing the disney's
characters..to life. [ that happened one cruise, it made....me
ok..who gave the lecture..of
dcl?

..yes, people, we`
going...as ...a

....also ..will have..a "major choice"..to make
this cruise..special...for everyone...if the choices are made..to
respect & share..all the lil'things...that make..up our world. as this
is true, for..all cruises. [ i don't kno about others, but...i

..wasting
,..even a second.....of...joy..on things..i don't want to remember.
thru...alot ..this....

of pirates..have stuck together..you all
should..be very proud...what you have accomplished. that is what i think.
yeah, crash....i do..respect..."you"..from the times..i watched...how much
you cared for your family..and the ways...you go..out to help anyone.
especially children. but you're off..the mark..* if it wasn't for my lil'miss
..i would never been..on a
disney cruise. * in the early..years..i wasn't
a disney fan..at all..only after...dragging/&

..."i figured...might
as well....try..to fnd....something....i could..enjoy....* then it came
from..the last place..i was expecting...the kids! & strangers.
..as one getting older...one forgets..about styles & peers impressions.
....& @ work..i am motivated..by learning the easy ways...which..are
also the ways...the things "work"...@ producing..the desire results.
which explains..my feeling..that while walt..in~deeds, gave disney its
intended..purposes, all of us..have an obligation to support and share
the meanings..we receive..everytime..we go. theree's alot here...
with that understanding..as you demonstrated youe caring attitudes...
& that can't be wrong.
* as for me, i kno./..i've..got my own..set of challenges...as the world
i experienced..every day..is alot misery in crises..and i got..to watch
my .." lango"....so if i spiel..the wrong word..jus hint, because..it's
not my desire..esp.., if front..of any..lil'ones.
oh..dear mismce..i hope..my joking..didn't dent your "wendy" feelings..

..* let me share...., if you care?...one evening..when i first started
in intnesive care..all of our clients..were spanish~american veterans...talk
about history coming to life. double oh's,+ booty if our dear lil' M..is wearing
her..'tinker bell's leafs...me think..i am sneaking..over to early...
* no rooms yeti!

..to all....[ i might be crazy..but i like you'all!] * esp. all the
wenches...no reason, needing stated,
&&&, if my lil'cutie,,catches..me telling..our stories..i might need my
paper sack...extender..for another purpose...to hide~
...& the "space"..under..the bed, if available?
