The other one I feel is worth acknowledging is that despite how I felt in July when being told my role had gone after 37 years I kept going out to run. I had a period of around 6 months at a very low ebb and felt a lot of feelings…… but whilst the miles were low runs infrequent every month there was activity, I kept going slow and infrequent so I could continue to be a runner, I guess I am not ready not to be one yet.