Zoesmama03
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I have to laugh at the musing. Here we don't savor the last of summer it carries on forever and we hold out for the nice fall weather.
I was up this week.
My friends circus isn't helping but I gotta stop it from making this a habit. I've been doing so well. Better meal planning is going to happen this coming month since I've undone so much of the work earlier this week not sure where I'll stand for the last day of the month.
I've been so weak and lethargic the last couple days not sure what's going on. Maybe a cold coming on or just my tooth. My PCP didn't even write a antibiotic for it. It's so tough not having dental coverage. I could eat a ton better with ease if my teeth were better.
Gotta get the school done. We will be working probably 1 to 6 or 7 tonight. I was too sleepy to wake up at 8:30 as planned.
I was up this week.
My friends circus isn't helping but I gotta stop it from making this a habit. I've been doing so well. Better meal planning is going to happen this coming month since I've undone so much of the work earlier this week not sure where I'll stand for the last day of the month. I've been so weak and lethargic the last couple days not sure what's going on. Maybe a cold coming on or just my tooth. My PCP didn't even write a antibiotic for it. It's so tough not having dental coverage. I could eat a ton better with ease if my teeth were better.
Gotta get the school done. We will be working probably 1 to 6 or 7 tonight. I was too sleepy to wake up at 8:30 as planned.

It's so very hard to stick with a healthy lifestyle when you feel like crap.
Take care of yourself and this may just be a time when it is best to go for a maintain and just keep swimmin'
and good thoughts that you are feeling better very soon!
But they're happy.
What kind of parent does it take to think like that? fully knowing what she's going through and has done. She's gone as far to say that although she'd miss the kids so much that she basically wants to pawn them off on his family and friends back in Missouri. I told her flat out if something doesn't happen she will lose her daughter and she still thinks this way.
I think the one that needs in on the secret is her dad. When she had her last addiction pan out when she was early 20s her dad dished out the perfect tough love and prosecuted the check book theft and bad checks she wrote on his account. She got the picture and was clean so long till she'd been on this pain management so long. Then so much piled up stress wise I think she slipped back to it. I don't even know how to be a good friend to someone going through all this but I believe it has to be tough love or she'll continue on. 
I'm getting weird dull pains in my lower tummy then some stabby ones occasional and its scary because its on the right but no tenderness when I press and I can jump without pain last I checked. I'm thinking more likely bladder. But I hate to keep taking antibiotics.
I'm gonna be unphased by them soon. I need some for my tooth but PCP don't seem to want to give any just say get into the dentist but no coverage. ahhh
So I'm off to cook a nice healthy hot breakfast for my boy! I'll pop on again later to play catch up with the chatter and the QOTD!.................P


If you know my history of movies and popcorn, you will know that this was a big accomplishment!
I know even the Panda day was 1600 calories when I added in my popcorn snack before bed. Oh and last night I finally just now input all food from yesterday and was about 475 under my daily goal. Its not nutritionally or where I want it to be at for quality purposes but it was still within 1200 and 1750 max.
vents in the past week, its a bit "over sharing" but I can't let that stuff bottle up or I'll sabotage my goals that are on very much on topic. I will refrain from getting into that stuff she seemed quite well yesterday and is working on getting help in many areas. I know she is carrying more weight she didn't lose all of baby #4 weight and #5 just left some more for her too. If we lived closer than this 30 minute drive we'd be able to do some walking. There is good probability she is moving out of state as soon as her SO could find work back where a lot of his family is from. Her mom has been selfish leaving this on him and myself so its been extra overwhelming to me.
