HI all, I have strayed AGAIN............. Boy I feel horrible!
I have taken off this past week taken off from exercising and eating right and I can really feel it! Summer is coming and I am definitely not going to get back into my summer clothes............... as some of you may know, I work in a restaurant on the water so I get to wear shorts to work! There all out and ready to be worn but dont think I am going to get into them. I dont think I will be able to finish my MAY exercise challenge even if I double up! I just feel horrible! I just finished watchng a new reality show called INTERVENTION about drug abusers and I feel that way with food. Like coming back to WISH tonight is going back to rehab. I am just so sick of getting BACK ON the wagon. I know, I have heard that the hardest part is getting back on and trying again but I feel like such a failure about it. I know some of you may know how I feel but I really feel like I can't do this. As if, my body is saying this is it...... your NOT going to lose anymore weight. I just dont have the patients for it! I mean I am here so thats good, and tomorrow, Ill do good, perhaps the whole week but its at the point that I am now expected one good week and then I give up the next week. Any one else bummed like me?
renee
I have taken off this past week taken off from exercising and eating right and I can really feel it! Summer is coming and I am definitely not going to get back into my summer clothes............... as some of you may know, I work in a restaurant on the water so I get to wear shorts to work! There all out and ready to be worn but dont think I am going to get into them. I dont think I will be able to finish my MAY exercise challenge even if I double up! I just feel horrible! I just finished watchng a new reality show called INTERVENTION about drug abusers and I feel that way with food. Like coming back to WISH tonight is going back to rehab. I am just so sick of getting BACK ON the wagon. I know, I have heard that the hardest part is getting back on and trying again but I feel like such a failure about it. I know some of you may know how I feel but I really feel like I can't do this. As if, my body is saying this is it...... your NOT going to lose anymore weight. I just dont have the patients for it! I mean I am here so thats good, and tomorrow, Ill do good, perhaps the whole week but its at the point that I am now expected one good week and then I give up the next week. Any one else bummed like me?
renee
remember we are not alone
Good luck!!
Renee

