I wear a hospital gown with PSYCHIATRIC WARD written on it. Red lipstick smeared on my mouth, teased up messy hair, a plastic syringe taped to my arm to look like a needle is hanging out of my arm, dark power under my eyes, a big bandage on the back of my head where my lobodomy was done and taped electrodes on my shoulderblades with the wires hanging as if I broke free of my shock treatment. Oh, and spike heels.