What happend?

[Cassidy]

My sister. She is 14. She cusses and isn't allowed to. I read her text messages [ which i know is wrong ] and she says F*** this and F*** that. What a b**** she is. I dont give a **** about that.

I dont know her anymore. And i want her back.

It's like she died.

She is screaming at my motherfor NO reason whatsoever.

Seriously. I WANT her back. Right now.

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I wanna go back to california. I feel like I dont belong here.

My friends started cussing.

We don't go to Church as much anymore.

I cant trust ANY of my "friends" if you can call them friends.

My dad and I barely talk.

My mom is just...odd.

I cry more now. Because of all these things. \

I'm dissapointed.

My grandma died in 2001.

I cant stop thinking about her. Which makes me more sad.

She was the light of our family.

My dad wont stop smoking

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These are the stupid things:

I feel if WE never moved, the Old disney channel would still be here.

Hilary duff wouldn't have turned into...the OPPOSITE of the old hilary duff.

Will Smith wouldnt have turned into a jerk.

I wouldnt have stopped swimming, and turned into a retard.

We wouldnt be in debt.

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Do you ever think...you could have been a different person if none of this happend?

I believe so.

 

[dmslush]

Go watch "Its A Wonderful Life"

you remind me a george bailey.

edit. this is sparx. mom didn't sign out.

 

[AngelInDisguise]

Yeah that happened to me since I went to a new school. I just focused on what would be best for me, (school wise)



Maybe talk to your sister.

 

[Blooe]

maybe you should talk to your parents/sister about it.

 

[Tinkerrat]

it's worth the risk to ask yoour sister what is going on
i've had a lot of bad things happen to me and one thing that always gets me through the day is coming on here and talking to my dis friends

 

[CheezDoodle]

Well that's just because your friends start becoming their own person and questioning what's been taught to them all their lives. It's normal at 12, I'm already through it. That's when most people also stop going to church if they're gonna stop.

Cussing isn't that bad. It's just words .

Just talk to your sister so you can be more in touch.

 

[!magine]

I love my life

I have no friends but my family is amazing.

 

[BabyPiglet]

You make who you are. That's life, you can't let others affect your personality. And you definitely can't blame it on California.

For example, My cousin's family life was in shambles, but she was still the nicest, most caring down to earth person I know.

 

[xo juicy splash]

1. Will Smith is not a jerk.
2. Welcome to the real world.

 

[!magine]

1. Will Smith is not a jerk.
2. Welcome to the real world/hell.

Fixed.

 

[PurpleDucky]

I hate to break it to you, but life isn't perfect. Crap happens. I'm really sorry that you're going through all of this but everything happens for a reason. I know you here this all the time. I know you're religious too, so I know God is letting all this happen for a reason. Just pray for some strength, you'll get through.

 

[crazytp93]

These are the stupid things:

I feel if WE never moved, the Old disney channel would still be here.

Hilary duff wouldn't have turned into...the OPPOSITE of the old hilary duff.

Will Smith wouldnt have turned into a jerk.

I wouldnt have stopped swimming, and turned into a retard.

We wouldnt be in debt.

what does that mean?

 

[StitchfansJr]

All of my friends swear big time. I listen to music and I tons of swear words. I'm used to it. So don't get all "OMG YOU SWOREE" if I ever swear because you hear/see people swearing EVERYWHERE. I don't swear that often. I only say the d and h word. My mom doesn't know that though. :O

 

[bouncytigger22]

I'm sorry you have to go through this. Maybe you should talk to someone about all the stuff.

 

[K-Shong99]

I know how you feel, Cassidy.
Don't worry, honey.
Things will get better.
I went through a time in my life when I wanted everything to change.
No one ever listened.
No one ever cared.
My friends had changed.
My family wouldn't listen to me.
And I creid.
A lot.
But over time I realized even if everything isn't perfect...
I can still do what it is that makes me happy.
And I made new friends who loved me for who I was.
So as bad as things get...
Just know that people care about you.

 

[Cassidy]

1. Will Smith is not a jerk.
2. Welcome to the real world.

Will Smith IS a jerk. Trust me, my dad met him. He was a paparazzi.

 

[PurpleDucky]

Will Smith IS a jerk. Trust me, my dad met him. He was a paparazzi.

I'd be annoyed by the paparazzi too.

 

[tinkerbell12]

I'm confused.
Are you blaming that whole list of stuff on you and your family?

I suggest you realize that the world isn't perfect and I know it's tough but maybe you should find new friends.

But I think you should lighten up a bit, too.
I know it feels like the whole world is crashing down on you.
But it's not. Just have an optimistic outlook on life no matter how hard it is.
It's hard. Almost impossible. I know.
But try.

 

[Cassidy]

No im not. Those are just the things that went wrong.

 

[KidGoofy]

Yeah, finally somebody to blame for the old disney channel.
lol.jk


But don't be so hard on yourself. Just be happy. It works for me. People stole 3 pairs of sneakers(my gym shoes, my basketball shoes, and my friends shoes), 2 gym shirts(1 is mine the other is his), gym shorts(friends) and my basketball teams practice shorts. I was holding my friends stuff because he didnt want his stuff stolen. I guess I left it open but I am pretty sure I locked it. Right now I am pissed but also happy because how people are trying to help me and I am watching HSM2 with my 2 yr old bro. I could just hold a grudge but that won't solve anything. I will keep looking for my stuff and my friends. It is just dumb kids trying to be ghetto and think they are cool doing it.