I have a panic disorder that's trigger by what I would call claustrophobia and my shrink calls agoraphobia. Essentially if I'm trapped with people (particularly strangers) I have a fit of the screaming meemies. Dark makes it worse. Heat makes it worse (feel like I can't breathe). I've been to WDW a few times with families just to walk around and I'm OK. I can sometimes manage to ride something like teacups early in the morning or on a rainy day or non-dark rides that are walk-ons. I can't tolerate a crush of people though. The park opening madness will have me gibbering in a corner before I make it to a ride. Strangers touching me "everyone squeeze together now" and I'll start crying or screaming.
I'm in therapy and on Buspar and I seem to be getting better. My counselor wants me to try to push my limits a bit on the next WDW trip and suggested that I ask about accomodations that might let me ride a little more since dwelling on what I can't do because of this d*** issue just makes it worse.
Can a GAC help? What I really need is an alternate waiting area that isn't crowded, special seating and maybe an alternate entrance. The MK rides I think might be OK with accomodation are:
Jungle Cruise (if I sit outside)
Magic Carpets (i've been OK when it was a walk-on)
Small world (in the front of the boat)
Dumbo (I'd rather do Carpets, honestly)
Teacups (I climbed out of the squishing box before I had a meltdown)
Pooh
BTMRR (I recall that it was very tight and dark in the loading area from being a kid - is there an alternate entrance?)
Maybe Barnstormer with DS.
Most of those don't have fastpass, and if crowds are heavy, I don't know that I could handle the line plus the ride. I don't mind the waiting - just the *people*. I generally managed about 2 or 3 hours in the parks on a given day. I might make it back in for an hour after dinner, but once the crowds start gathering for the parade or wishes - it's just too much for me. I practically run out.
So are those rides that a GAC could help with? Verbalization of my issues is still something of a trial for me, and when I have an attack, it usually takes enough out of me that I spend the rest of the day at home.
Sorry this is so long. I babble when I get stressed and it just makes me feel like such an idiot to have this problem in the first place.
I'm in therapy and on Buspar and I seem to be getting better. My counselor wants me to try to push my limits a bit on the next WDW trip and suggested that I ask about accomodations that might let me ride a little more since dwelling on what I can't do because of this d*** issue just makes it worse.
Can a GAC help? What I really need is an alternate waiting area that isn't crowded, special seating and maybe an alternate entrance. The MK rides I think might be OK with accomodation are:
Jungle Cruise (if I sit outside)
Magic Carpets (i've been OK when it was a walk-on)
Small world (in the front of the boat)
Dumbo (I'd rather do Carpets, honestly)
Teacups (I climbed out of the squishing box before I had a meltdown)
Pooh
BTMRR (I recall that it was very tight and dark in the loading area from being a kid - is there an alternate entrance?)
Maybe Barnstormer with DS.
Most of those don't have fastpass, and if crowds are heavy, I don't know that I could handle the line plus the ride. I don't mind the waiting - just the *people*. I generally managed about 2 or 3 hours in the parks on a given day. I might make it back in for an hour after dinner, but once the crowds start gathering for the parade or wishes - it's just too much for me. I practically run out.
So are those rides that a GAC could help with? Verbalization of my issues is still something of a trial for me, and when I have an attack, it usually takes enough out of me that I spend the rest of the day at home.
Sorry this is so long. I babble when I get stressed and it just makes me feel like such an idiot to have this problem in the first place.