Lauren will not be coming with me on the trip at the end of October!! I am so so bummed. This is the unthinkable part....
I FINALLY agreed to let my mom take her to.......WDW in October. I have been stressing about this for months. I really really really wanted any of our first times at WDW for me and the kids to be together. I wanted to experience it with them, all the details, all the differences. It was my dream for many years now that just kept being postponed.
Well now she's going, tickets are booked so I can't change my mind, and that's that!! I am so so upset. When we finally go, it won't be new for her. It'll be old hat. I won't hear her shock when she realizes Pirates is different than the one here. I won't see her reaction the first time she goes on Expedition Everest. I won't face the first time she sees the HUGE castle!!
Okay, I am in shock here people!! This isn't happening, this isn't happening. I can't believe I caved. I know it sounds silly, like compared to my real life this definitely is NOT a problem, but I am sad. It's so hard. But I know that if I had been offered a trip as a kid and my mom hadn't let me go, I would probably have to kill her now. So I am taking the hit so my baby girl can go have fun and experience "the world" without her Mom.