Too many funerals.....

[aGoofyMom]

 

[PrincessKsMom]

OP -- I'm glad you decided to share your feelings with us. No one can make that go away, but know that you are not alone in your feelings of loss and confusion. We try to make sense of everything in life and sometimes there is no rhyme or reason for why things happen.

I'm truly sorry for everyone who has suffered a loss and hope you continue to share your stories of loved ones because you never know when you inadvertantly help someone else by sharing.

 

[SamSam]

I'm so sorry for your losses.
I am 55 and have had many losses through the years. The hardest was losing my dad when I was 17. I really miss that I didn't get to have an adult relationship with him, and even more, that my kids didn't have him as their grandpa. He would have been a terrific grandpa.
Like others have said, every day let those you are close to know that you love them.

 

[LilGMom]

My heart goes out to you.

 

[paperdoll1986]

wow. i saw this thread title and it was speaking directly to me.

in the past four years, i have buried 5 family members, 2 cousins, two maternal great-uncles I was very close to, and my paternal grandfather, who was ostensibly my father. on top of that, my two young cousins, my grandfather was also their grandfather, lost their own father last month. they are under 6 years old. we found out when we called my paternal grandmother to inform her of my uncle's passing. and my maternal grandmother's family lost three family members since Jan.

I don't understand it. and I can't explain it, but when I saw this thread.....it just boggles my mind. it's not even just my little pocket of the world that is suffering. i just....don't have words. I wish someone could explain it.

my heart goes out to those experiencing pain anything like all of this. the best we can do is try to remember we are not alone in times like these.