the quest for the red plate FINAL POST page 2

stego

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You're probably wondering: what the heck is that? I've never heard of such a thing at the Disney marathon! It doesn't take a rocket scientist to figure out the majority of folks here are into the long distance running routine. I think there is a triathlon thread floating along here somewhere. I started a cycling thread last fall...and it slowly withered away.
Back in '04 I blogged for a year about joing ww and then making goal June '05 and then lifetime in July '05. My wife was right along with me and lost 50 lbs. herself, then she dropped off the map. She quit daily tracking, quit going to meetings. I kept my big fat mouth shut. Here it is 3 1/2 years later and she is still a proud non-participating member of ww.
This past year I tested the waters with triathlon and had a meltdown of sorts this past August with the olympic distance. Frustrated, dejected and belligerent is NOT a serene state of mind. I was all over the map with my emotions and unhappiness was constant. I shut down for a while and had to regroup, refocus and set some goals. The first was to make the decision that tri was NOT for me and I am ok with that. The second was is that my eating and snacking had gotten way out of control, and the scale didn't lie. Neither did my waistline. My pants had gotten REALLY tight and again, more unhappiness. I had to batten the hatches and I knew it wouldn't be fun. I had to find my motivation and have some realistic goals. That would lead me to defining what those goals were and outlining and charting my fitness routines. I've always been of the mindset: if I want results, increase duration and intensity. I won't make this all peaches and cream: I knew the levels of discomfort would be forthcoming!
So what does alll this ranting and diatribe mean to the local wish'er? Well, as some posters know I race at the state level in mountain biking. This past year USA cycling revised the categories and now they are similar to road biking. The holy grail among mountain bike racers is to achieve expert status. The only way to do that is to get 2 top 5 finishes in my age group. When I am lined up against 50 men, all chomping at the bit, it becomes...competitive. I've seen true bling and 8000 carbon bikes are the norm. I KID YOU NOT. My bike is fast enough: I had to concentrate on the engine. I made a goal: 20 for xmas. Most folks just maintain during the holidays: I wanted more. Simple enough, and so far so good. I've been paying at ww for my monthly weigh-in for the past 1 1/2 years and no more...January looks good. I started Nov 1 and it's 15 so far. My 1st race date has changed and I don't think the 20 is the focus now...though it is up there. I hit my all time lowest close to when I hit lifetime, but I think getting the 100 lb. is a good possibility. What I am discovering is that my body is changing. Sure, I have moments of discontent, but then again, who doesn't? I have learned to eat to fuel, as the levels of training are increasing and going into new territory.
I have done my reading and defining the phases and have started the intense period. I purchased a HRM and have dialed that in. I'm doing core stretches/exercises, and so far so good. I can't do much about cedar fever, and can you say post-nasal drip? I'm listening to my body and when it says rest: I rest. When I feel good: I go at it. 'nuff said.
Come march I'll do 2 warm-up races and then April and May peak for the 2 courses I do well at. I am moving up to the next age group and so I'll be a young guy and at this point I'll take what I can get.
I'm going to come here weekly to share about getting that 100, and getting that cat 1 designation. I have the courage to dream...and make it a reality. But the work is in front of me and so I must get back to it...
 
Stego...good luck on your quest and please do keep us posted! I think our mountain biking group is fairly small right now, but if you keep posting, others are likely to find you! I'll look forward to reading about your training and seeing you reach cat 1!!
 
Congratulations on taking those first steps!! We await your further reports!!popcorn:: (That's fat free popcorn, and only 2 cups!!) :cheer2:
 
Oh man! Good Luck! You can do it. It sounds like you are doing everything right. You just have to focus on that goal when the going gets tough.

When i was training for Goofy, I lost my dad. I also lost almost 4 weeks of training because of bronchitis, sinusitis, earinfections etc etc. It was emotionally and mentally overwhelming for me to even think about running the Goofy with so much sabotaging me.

But at my Dad's memorial service, the minster read a bible verse that struck me. I told me husband about it and when he got home he put it on index cards all over the house, in my training bag, on my steering wheel etc. And sure enough, I thought about it when I crossed the finish line with a PR in the marathon.

I have fought the good fight, I have finshed the race, I have kept the faith. (Second Timothy 4:7)

I hope that come May you will too will know the feeling I had on January 11. Live each moment so that you can say the same about yourself and it can happen.

Cecilia
 

It is good to hear from you. It sounds like you have focus and will certainly be moving forward.

I do hope you continue to let us know how it is progressing for you. Great attitude!

Cecilia, the verse is inspirational. Thanks for sharing it.
 
Thank you Cruela de Mom. Inspiring words...if one is so inspired. There are days...I just have to go through the motions. This past Wednesday was one of those. I spent a good portion of my day in futility, unhappiness and rage. I'd say 100% of it was self-inflicted, and the results aren't usually good. A good thorough self-examination is often misguided into self-bashing and once again, there are no surprises. However, it has been my experience that in 24 hours, things can, and hopefully DO change. Weight loss is/has been an emotional journey, and as a man I can share about that. What has come to the front is that my weight loss has been a result of the work I have done. There will have to come a point where I WILL have to stop measuring my success by weight loss. I had a chance with that this week because the scale said I gained 3 lbs. There is no reasoning with it...it just happened. There are times when I have patiently PAUSED...and moved on. Let me tell you it is easier to live with a single lb. gain vs. a 10lb. gain. TRUST me on this.
My wife's close friend has been in the hospital and it doesn't really look good. This is an opportunity for me to be patient...and I've worked at keeping my big fat mouth shut. She reacted at lunch today because again I spoke up...and I probably deserved her response.
Yesterday I was a bit sluggish...and can probably attribute that to cedar fever. But I got on the bike and got going. About 1/2 way through my long ride there is a section that I ride through to dial it down. A guy on a MTB went speeding by me...and I took the bait. I came up on a downhill and the sign clearly states for all cyclists to dismount...which I did...and ended up going down. To add upon my "justification" said speedy MTB'er kept going on his bike...and I walked down in my own self-perpetuated fury. The end result was my fastest time by 15 minutes and said 3 lb. weight gain. I'm all over the map so just bear with me this week.
A cold front blew in Late Friday but I still went out for my LT intervals and they were better. I had a good fast run Thursday but right at the end my watch band snapped. Life is going to happen and it appears there are some "bumps" that I'm hitting now. What I'm holding at the back of my mind is the possibility I will be denied those 2 top fives and I guess anything is possible. I'm trying not to focus on that and instead lining up my ducks and trying some different things. I purchased an exercise ball, some small weights and some resistance bands and I am going to incorporate some more stretching and exercises this week.
 
Yup, I will be jetting out early Thursday morning. The industry has a convention every other year, and you guessed it: Orlando. My best friend is driving up from the Tampa area, and I'll be staying through Sunday. I do indeed actually have to attend the convention, so my time at the world will be limited. I'd thought it would be nicer to explore the resorts with my friend and spend more time just visiting with him. My family plans on going in '10 so all is good there.
This means downtime from the bike and running and I'm probably due. It's hard for me to watch my eating on the plane: but other folks travel too and do it so it can be done.
My wife's friend passed away this past Friday and he went quickly. I think she had more time to accept it and she seems to be holding up pretty well. She got some time on her bike this weekend and that appeared to help.
I rode over for my monthly weigh-in and for the first time in 18 months I did not pay. Their scale says I have 5.8 to lose to make 100 lb. total weight loss so I think that is realistic. April looks like a good target: I'll turn 45. I'll take it a week at a time...
 
Stego Here's hoping the sunny warmth in Orlando brightens your mood and burns off a bit of your desired 5.8.

Good luck with your quest.

Maura
 
I've typed up a short trip report and here's the link:
http://www.disboards.com/showthread.php?p=30194851#post30194851

Not sure if I'm in a better mood but I am glad to be home. One thing I did find out was is that I can appreciate a good home cooked meal. It was kind of like vacation and I think I needed a break from the regiment. I might have put on a lb. or 2 but I think in 2 or so weeks it will be back off. I smartly decided to get back on the bike when I got home and that did the trick. I'm a bit disenchanted from the whole competition process but even the best athletes get burnt out from time to time. I kept track for the most part in my daily tracking...and did my stretching and core exercises each morning. I walked 6, 8 & 10 miles in consective order. The temp's in Orlando were just right: 70's during the day; sunny and some wind. This weekend I'm getting back on the MTB and my first spring race is in 5 weeks. I'll do 2 more weeks of LT intervals, then 2 good solid weeks of V02 max intervals with a rest week.
 
yeah, best laid plans. My wife's uncle passed away suddenly, and she spent 22+ hours in the car traveling Sat & Sun. That DIDN'T sound like much fun too me, so I held the fort down with my teen son. I took him down to town lake for a run, and he actually ran. It came to sight recently he wants to go out for cc/track in high school, so I guess he figured out he better start running. We also went out for a group ride on Sun AM. Something different. The leaders slowed through lights/stop signs and that's NOT what I demonstrate. EVER. Through some kind of default, I guess I have become an advocated of cycling safetly. It works for me; and I find I get the best result when I keep my big fat mouth shut. I took over as ride leader and stopped at all stop signs/lights and that is what I did. I didn't get on the MTB or do intervals; what I have found is that sometimes I have to adapt. It got me to thinking why I've been working so hard to get up to expert and some days I'm not really sure. We're going through a change at home with our teen son and he's making huge steps with his independence. Life isn't all about ME; and it's going on right now. The time will come when I no longer compete but eating and living as a ww lifetime member is the deal. That's not right now but I have to live for that in the future and prepare myself. I don't have all the answers but I know I can come here to share...sometimes it's about indecision but isn't that life?
 
with gusty wind and rain; the wet stuff from the sky is a rare occurence here in central TX. Went out from the garage and pulled some laps around the neighborhood while it cleared out. Then found a long straight stretch of the road and hammered out hard sprints, over and over. I didn't like the cold wind or the dirt splattering over me but I got after it and then my body said to shut down and I did. Sunday brought out sunny skies but cool; got on the MTB for the first time this year and was not too rusty. I have found through my reading that starts are very critical and it appears I will have to go all out for the first 10 minutes; staying within the lead pack is crucial because a rider can seldom come back from the pack. The two races I have lined up will give me ample chance to work on that. The first one is in 3 weeks and the work is in front of me: increase intensity and duration for the sprints. My weight has settled into 2-3 lbs. range and I'm not getting the huge fluctuations I used to get. At my weight right now I am not quite sure if I will make that 100 lb. ww achievement. My body is "morphing" some more and I am working on accepting what's going on with that. I think I should not fixate on what my ideal/premium weight is as opposed to how I carry what weight I do have and how it is distributed. My goal was to lose 20 and it is 15 so maybe that is that...I just don't know. I do know I have to go weigh in monthly next Saturday and will have to do the "cattle call of complecancy"...
 
lovely. Saturday morning rolls around and another cold front comes into central TX. After dropping off our son at school at 6am (another event in itself), I contemplated the cold and wind. The ever minding thoughts of complecancy and my hibernating wife came to front and out I went. Heading out west: flat tire. All went good changing but a few miles later: uh-oh, another flat. No C02, no patch kit or tube, I am on rim for the next 5 miles to the ww meeting. A simple thing like a flat tire bludgeons me into humility and I join the cattle call for my monthly weigh-in. I don't have to pay (whew!) and the scale at home tells me I am at my lowest in over 3 years. Went out Sunday afternoon on the MTB to roast the trails and have to keep on the hammer for a good solid 2 hours. I am 2 weeks out to my first warm-up race and have to taper a little this week but keep pushing my intervals. I am trying to focus on the mental aspect and the realization that start is critical is priority. Going out with the leaders has to be done as I can't lose them. This means redlining and spiking for at least a good 10 minutes with 1 1/2 hours to race still. I hate the thought of burning my matches so early but the exercise of using the 2 warm-up races to figure it out has to be key.
 
Heya Stego...I just saw your post on the tri thread, so here i am...good luck in your quest, I'm going back to start at the beginning of the thread!

Mike
 
to put up: with the pre-ride on Saturday, and the race on Sunday. Did trail work on Saturday AM, sprint intervals Saturday afternoon, then 18 miles hard on the MTB Sunday. Going through some twisty stuff fast knicked my right hand and tore off a quarter size patch of skin. Knicks and scrapes are part of MTB, so there are no surprises: it is all good. Doing some yardwork yesterday afternoon, our teenage son pushed my buttons and I had enough. I kept myself busy doing laundry and cleaning bathrooms, cooked dinner, and then I was done. I'm sitting in the office like a zombie and that is the part I don't like. We've got possibly some rain and cold weather coming in mid-week but I don't see that affecting Sunday's race. I am backing off my weight loss goal a bit as I don't see it happening until April or May. I am still on track and being accountable, but right now I am focusing completely on listening to my body and taking care of it. I will come back on Monday to do the zombie and post up about Waco's race.
 
Hey Stego, I remember you!

I kept a WISH journal in '04 and always read yours. Sounds like you are back on track and moving mountains... or at least conquering them. Good job!
 
because they postponed the race in Waco to this Sunday. I got the word late afternoon Thursday so that was that. A number of other racers get bent out of shape but that is the way it goes sometimes. Waco got some much needed rain and it had something to do with being considerate of other park users. Imagine that!
That left the weekend open and so I did trail work at the local venue, then went by the team store for a new handlebar and grips. I decided to go to a flat bar for...get this...putting down brute force. I took the bike home and had my wife check my positioning and it is all good. I'm taking it out Thursday to get dialed in. I had actually gotten mud tires because I really thought they'd have the race...the old saying: you don't bring a knife to a gun fight. That was decided for me.
Went out windy and cool Sunday for a long ride with my teenage son on the road and it's like he has no common sense. He blew through a stop sign and that just sent me off...among other things. 15 miles out at the farthest most point we get hail and I am done (he doesn't know any better) and rightly decided to call my wife to come and get us. I had to pace under the pavilion in my cold, wet clothes but it was the right decision.
I've gone back and forth on losing weight and it seems that my body said it would take some more off...so it did. Once again, I am at my lowest in years and I am not sure if I am done. I've lost 7-8% of my body weight since Nov. 1 and I am more focused on MTB than losing weight. I've become somewhat regimented in my eating because fueling is so huge right now. When I don't have my properly spaced fruit in my time allowances, I get really hungry and my body's signals are unpleasant. Mostly, it's just annoying but I have to be responsible and accountable.
It is spring break and my wife has taken our son and is going to visit her 3 sisters this week. She'll be meeting me up in Waco to pre-ride this Saturday and so I'll have some time out from the teen. It's very important to mentally rehearse and I will focus on that, fine tune my intervals and dial in on the bike. On another note, I will be fortunate to celebrate 17 years of sobriety on Thursday. I am indeed, grateful I have the ability to compete as an athlete, but more so aware of having the right character. I will post up hopefully next monday about being a zombie.
 
Waco happened, and it matched my intent: warm-up race. Pre-rode Saturday and whomever postponed called it right: the course was fast and tacky. Waco is what I call short, bursty hills. On Sunday AM at the start they called up top 10 and I had to sit in behind those guys. They all took off like a cannon and I went into the single track in 10th place. Came through after the 1st lap in 9th but got tired a bit on the second lap; got caught behind a guy on a hill and had to unclip and another guy passed me. I stayed on it though and passed one guy on the last hills. Coming out of the woods sprinted and had my best finish at Waco: 11th. I have all week to sit and spin my wheels in the office and try to analyze what I need to work on. Just on first observation starts are HUGE, as the first 10 guys are all pretty evenly matched sprinting. Keeping in the red zone for as long as possible and maintaining is a good strategy. I have found my body can recover and the races are only going to get longer. If I keep putting the hammer down and powering up the short hills and clearing them that should place me up. I was within 1-2 minutes on each lap of placing top 5 and I am close. I am going to continue working on harder intervals and recovering from them. It's still early in the weeks and initial reports are rain could be possible. I will report back on next Monday about Warda.
 
I am almost there. Pre-rode the course 2 laps on Saturday afternoon and no issues with the trails draining off. It was loose in some corners, but that is normal. It was cold Sunday morning and call-up got 9/10 on the start. They changed the start so it was uphill, into the field, turn and down to the pond and into the single track. Whistle goes and we're off and I can't clip but settle and into the turn I am 6th. No one comes speeding up so I put down and shoot into first briefly. I can't hold it and pay the price later in the twisty stuff (there are consequences for getting tired and I had a great save on my 3rd lap). There were about 5 places for spectators to see racers come through and my wife has worked on calling out my positioning and gap time. It worked well and motivated me. Going into the last lap I was 8th and closing in. I passed 7th but he held on. Coming out into the field I passed 6th but he nipped me on the flat and we went into the tight stuff (no passing). In the last few short hills I had nothing left and got passed by 7th. Finishing I knew I had done my best at a flat course and my time and placing reflected that. Now I have 3 weeks off and I am going to recover and prepare for LOTS of climbing. I closed the gap to 2 minutes and will throw down everything on April 19th. My son races as well in the juniors and he had 3rd coming through on the 1st lap but he doesn't train and he lost steam and got passed by 4 other kids who I know do train. It is important to me to be the example for my son and I have been training hard. I am going to focus on analyzing how both my races went and work on fine tuning the machine and will update.
Went for my monthly weigh-in at ww and I am 2.2 lbs away from 100 lbs. total weight loss. I know in my heart I can do it and with a little hard work I will hit 182.8 or lower at the end of April.
 
Yesterday's spring series race was held locally, in the west Austin area. I decided NOT to race 3 weeks in a row...maybe give back to the sport I love. They decided I should be a course marshall and that was cool. A cold front blew in and I was right in the path, exposed on a hill. Not much fun, walking back and forth for hours shivering but I was motivated by rider safety. Saw the pro guys and there are several key words I would describe as such athletes: decisive & disciplined. The first guy came through and made it all look so easy. Basically, the race was for 2nd through last. Then the single speeders came through later and that was interesting to watch that kind of animal. Watching the Cat 1 racers they all pretty much showed the experience of years worth of racing...very few to little mistakes. In Cat 2 there were a number of racers I heard called out DNF. I saw my group of guys that I am racing against and I could tell the guys who were racing 3 weeks in a row: THEY LOOKED TIRED. The 1st guy in my AG came through and a word here on sandbagging...GEESH! Look it up. This guy was miles ahead of everyone and it was clear he needed to be in Cat 1. I don't make the rules; nor enforce them but I'm sick of it...and now I can move on. I took the wife and son out to the ball game and then hit the singletrack on my own. Earlier in the week I hit some different trails for technical skills and the descending is good; but I have to work on tight switchbacks and ascending. My weight dropped down again to my lowest and I will draw on my strengths of discipline during the work week. I have signed up for a beginner yoga class for my 45th birthday: I will start tomorrow and go 2 nights a week for a month. I think that will help me with focusing, among other things. Mentally rehearsing for a race will prepare me. Everything I hear about yoga is all good and I just need a nudge for it to be a part of my fitness routine.
 




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