Ok so here it goes, trip summary, thoughts, and feelings.
DW and I have been going for a few years now, and up until last year it was just the 2 of us. Then we had our little guy, and last year we went the 3 of us when he was about 5 months. Although we did not get to go open to close like we used to, he was little so kind of just sat in his stroller, napped, went on the rides he could with us, and we were still able to do mainly what we wanted without too many changes (only big change was we took breaks in the afternoon, which is probably a good idea anyway, and were back in the rooms by 8 every night). He is now a 16 month old and boy what a difference. I know we should have expected it but I thought because he was eating normal food and could walk and sleeps much better that it would be even better, however it ended up being a lot more difficult. First he cut 3 or 4 teeth the day we got there so he was running a fever and was overall cranky most of the days. Then because he is so independent he didn’t want to be stuck in high chairs or strollers all the time, but he also refuses to wear shoes lol, and even if he left them on there is no way I could have him just walk around the park safely. As the week went on he felt better, and ate better, and was in a better mood, so that definitely helped. Plus he was good on all the rides and did seem to enjoy all of them. But this, coupled with the fact this is the first time we went with my parents and DW's parents who are non-Disney folks, plus the room we had at BC was not ideal and we could not change it, even when I offered to pay for an upgrade (they said there were none for our length of stay/dates), plus it was extremely hot and humid (duh its august) and seemed way busier than i recall for this time of year, and that this is the longest trip we have done (9 days) all sort of combined to make a perfect storm of anxiety for me. I put unnecessary pressure on myself to want things to go well for everyone and was so focused on what we were doing next that I feel like I missed being ”present”. Overall I just felt like it was a disaster even though I am sure it was nowhere close to that. So when I said the post-Disney depression was a mix this time, it truly is, and I am not sure where I sort of fall on the sad-meter. I know its first world problems, and we do go every year, but with all these things combined I honestly feel like I didn’t even go to Disney. I know that may sound crazy but the whole thing is a big blur and I can’t help but feel sad like I was so anxious the whole time that I didn’t get to enjoy it at all. Again I know that things like going in august, taking a 16 month old, bringing non-Disney people along, are all things that were under our control so it may sound stupid to “whine” about it, and I am sure in a few weeks I will be back to myself and will realize it was the regular "I am not at Disney anymore" sadness, but I just wanted to share/vent a bit to people who might understand how I feel.
Now for some happy stuff highlights:
-Even though he was in a bad mood, his first haircut was super adorable
-Jelly Rolls is amazing and thankfully my parents watched the little man for a few hours one night for DW and I to go out
-The pool and slide at BC are awesome
-Everywhere we ate did not disappoint (beaches and cream, plaza, art smith, cape may, tusker house, via Napoli, even espn)
-Location of BC was awesome as well, can’t beat walking to the parks and the boardwalk, especially since epcot is out favorite park
-AP preview of GE. Not sure when I will get a chance to head back there so I am glad we got to see it now with low crowds.
-Got to see illuminations one last time and little man seemed to enjoy it
I will end with these 2 very happy amazing things; a story and some pictures.
First, my mom has bad vertigo so there is no way she could go on FoP, so I made FoP FPs for my dad, DW, and myself, and made Navi River FP for my mom to take the little man. The 3 of us went on FoP then we walked my mom over to Navi river. My mom is small so I asked the person at the front of the ride if I could walk with my mom and carry my son for her and then I would just not ride, to save my mom the burden of carrying a heavy 16 month old (he may not have eaten much this trip but he does normally, trust me haha). The cast member said give me your magic bands (talking to me, DW and my dad), he tapped all of them on his device and said how about all of you walk together. It took me a minute to realize that he had just given the 3 of us fastpasses so that all 5 of us could go on Navi together. I cannot tell you how amazing that was (I already shouted him out with a cast member compliment on twitter haha) and how it truly turned that day around for me.
Second, here are pictures from our last day, the reason I was so optimistic about this trip and why even though I am sad, I do know that it is probably mostly in my head, and everyone had an awesome time. Especially this little guy, even though he may not have seemed like it the entire time
Thanks for listening everyone. Hopefully I didn't come off ungreatful or entitled, it was just not what i was expecting and it threw me off a bit it seems. We are booked for next year and I am counting down the days (hoping I get a work conference sprinkled in somewhere before haha).
