Ha ha well I can agree with that definatly. Im willing to chill with the cool kids, just as long as none of you smoke, im not one for second hand smoke.
A bit more on topic: I dont think ive ever really been depressed. Ive had a bit of a tough life. Ive move to countless different places when younger and never really settled down and made some REAL good friends, which was a bummer. By the time we got here to Virginia I was just starting middle school and it was a bit hard by that time to make good friend, since its such an awkward time.
Around that time my mother was going through some really difficult issues and unfortunatly my parents divorced, which wasnt all that easy. Maybe I was too young to realize it, or it just didnt effect me all that much, but i dont remember ever really feeling bad.
Also about this time (Around 7th-8th grade) I was putting on some of the poundage from just not really dealing with things and the fact that I had a bit of a loss of friends. I got into highschool, dropped the glasses for contacts and started growing taller. I grew out my hair and wasnt so concerned about being the perfect kid in my families eyes (Still dont

) and generally started feeling a bit better about myself.
Although I was still WAY self concious, and really wasnt the ladies man (Still not) and never really dated throughout my highschool life. Yeah I had the occasional friend, but really nothing more. After I graduated Ive been jumping from job to job and trying to get ahead in my college life (Community college), but I have been losing a lot more weight, picking up new things(Guitar) and talking to more people(Yes even cute girls) and joined up here. Which has been a HUGE confidence booster. Am I perfect, hell no. But im relitivly happy where I am. Ive had a hard life, but Iv always tryed to look ahead at the possitive things and never look back.
Ha ha that was long, drawn out and nobody will prolly read it, but it felt good writing it