Sizes is what I shoot for, too. I have always been heavier than my size, so even though I have done WW, at a certain point I get really discouraged b/c their idea of appropriate weight is usually NOT where I am when I look really really good. To go lower, and thereby get meetings free, would look different than I want to look. I know one can get a doctor's note, but still, it's WEIGHT watchers, and I just get demotivated.
THAT SAID! Last night I caught a good glimpse of myself in the mirror and ohmigosh, bleah! A new regime started last night, when I saw myself.
Back in preparation for my wedding, I did Winsor Pilates religiously, and it worked SO well. Every session I did better, every few sessions I looked better. It was great. And I was photographically documented looking so nice, and then I got pg, and it was rather demoralizing to choose the pictures to go in our album at 4 or 5 months pg when the baby bump was more like baby blobs all over...looking at my waist nipped in so nicely from pilates and my corset was almost painful. Anyway, within DS's first year I lost almost down to wedding weight...and then I gained what I can only imagine is it ALL back. Which is what I noticed last night.
Someone on mothering said that she had some extra weight that finally melted after her child weaned (I'm an extended nurser), and DS is definitely going that way, so maybe at some point soon I'll have that help, but in the meantime I need to help myself!
So this morning I did a 20 minute pilates routine, and I'm actively noticing what I'm eating.
A new regime!
(the biggest part is not Disney, but seeing my brother, who is a marathon runner, and his wife, who has always been very slender even before she started exercising, and now is slender and muscular...it's painful being at their house feeling galumphy, and embarrassing)