do you mean hardcore crush or like "oh, he's dreamy," ?
well, i've had maybe three hardcore crushes in my life.
one, i was best friends with, but it went nowhere.
two, cutest guy in the grade, friendly with him, but nothing more than that.
three... that crush lasted let's see. 3, 4, 5, 6, 7, 8, part of 9, and now a little bit this summer.
i think he's the guy for me. the one that i'll never fully be over. i mean, i went out with him for more than three years, and he's just the best.
in fact, now that i'm thinking about it, i might wanna start a little something up again... :]