Good afternoon, all! I have to admit, I need some love from you guys. LOL!

Feeling so much anxiety today, and honestly, I'm mostly a cup half full person. So here it goes...
- Starting a new job tomorrow. I've been in a really bad job situation over the past 8 months, and what should be an exciting time is causing a ton of anxiety. Please keep me in your prayers. Fortunately through all of this, my weight has been pretty steady, so I didn't gain from the stress.
- My head is playing games with me. So much of weight loss (especially for women) is mental. I'm beating myself up before I ever start. It kind of goes something like this..."Why are you trying to lose YET again? You've done this a million times before and never lose weight. Why do you think this time is going to be any different?"
- I go back to work tomorrow after a nice vacation. The rat race starts again, and I can find no time for myself. My sincere thanks to whoever posted the quote about all of the magnificent people who all had 24 hrs in a day as well. So I'm going to work to put more discipline around my time and plan more than I do.
Bottom line...I need to plan my diet and exercise like I plan my Disney trips! If I put in that much effort, I'd be model thin and love every second of it!

Thanks for your support and prayers, and though the new year brings a lot of excitement and focus, I just wanted folks to know if it brings anxiety as well, you are not alone. Have a wonderful week, everyone.